What is Raynauds-Disease
Raynaud's disease (RAY-noz) is a condition that affects blood flow to the extremities which include the fingers, toes, nose and ears when exposed to temperature changes or stress. ...
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Monday November 30, 2009
Rambling Stories
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can't do anything.
can't tidy up the clothes on my bed. can't do any work. been trying all day. feel like i've lost my brain and ability to think and concentrate. feel like i'm getting nowhere. can't even find any mental or physical strength to reply my friends on here :(
adam says "just do Something!" but i can't :'(
i feel like im paralysed
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i know i need help...but where do i start...? i feel like such a failure---i am a failure in all areas of my life--i graduated college recently---but did not do good enough on the LSAT to get in any law school i applied to and now i am looking for a job---which is impossible to find with a poli sci degree---unless i get a mall job--but i would like to think i am worth a little more than that with...1 Recommendation3 Comments
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So today a family friend of ours died. I lived down the road from him family and was friends with him daughter.. It's pretty sad.
I just heard my friend/flat mate bitching about me
I'm failing one of my papers. It's fucking hell. I hate it and wish I hadn't taken it. It's all crap.. I've got to study for a test on it..
I don't know if I love my boyfriend anymore..&n...1 Recommendation3 Comments -
I'm begining to wonder if my MCTD symptoms were the result of thyroid medication at too high of a dosage? After lowering the dosage from 88-75-50 mcg I have no aches and pains anymore (well, that is just recently). PCP says there's no way thyroid meds can jumpstart MCTD and that my aches/pains are not thyroid meds related...but I have to wonder...
Maybe my MCTD probs haven't even start...1 Recommendation2 Comments -
I've been thinking about journaling for awhile now and just haven't decided which direction or what I needed to say the next entry should be about. Should I write the thoughts that have been rolling over and over in my mind? Should I speak of past issues that I think led to my current state? Not today. Should I do a general update? Should I discuss ...1 Recommendation2 Comments
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i am so disappointed that I am not feeling as strong as I would like too. My days are long and outside it is so hot. My illness really inhibits me from doing much. Just about the time I feel I can accomplish something, another symptom crops up. Right now I am having problems with my stomach and I feel that has a lot to do with the new meds. When I call my PAH doc she refers me to my Primary Physi...1 Recommendation5 Comments
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Ok, so I'm supposed to start my new job today. I'm all excited and have my alarm set...I'm ready to get going! I wake up at just a little after midnight last night (this morn) and tried to go back to sleep. After 4 hours I gave up and since I had to get up early, I decided it was best not to take any extra sleep meds, and risk not waking up or being drowsy.
So, I get up a bit early, g...1 Recommendation2 Comments -
Ok, So It's been a while since I've talked about the Bipolar, I'm think I am ignoring it
It is behaving it's self at the moment so thats all good, it seems that since I talked to the shrink I have settled down somewhat.......... humm, I had a lot of shit in there to get out, mighty harsh stuff, and it feels really good to have it out. You know things that use to be in m...1 Recommendation2 Comments -
Don't know how we are supposed to get stress out of our lives! When you have kids, job etc. there is always gonna be stress! I had a lovely alarm clock this morning. Sleeping soundly and woke up to a horrible noise. Didn't know what it was so looked out my window and didn't see anything. Looked towards my car and it was not were i parked it but close so i thoug...1 Recommendation2 Comments
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I guess it's normal for people to feel this way, but it's really starting to bother me when everyone asks, "How are you?". I have been just saying "good" to avoid the explanations and funny looks. People have no clue do they? They think you can just pop a pill and everything is okay. Then when you do give in and try to talk to people you get stories like, " My aun...1 Recommendation3 Comments
