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Saturday May 18, 2013
Anxious Stories
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since the last time that i ended up having a panic attack and dry heaving, it happened again yesterday while i was eating. it just happened AGAIN about a half hr ago while i was snacking on crackers. this is 100% complete torture. everytime i eat something, is this going to happen to me? im terrified to eat. everytime i do, i have to take a xanax otherwise i wont be able to eat more than a few bi...
Advertisementwow...i went to my OB and i had no idea they scheduled me for a colposcopy. i had an abnormal pap smear and i was positive for HPV. they did the procedure and i should get the results back to find out what kind of HPV it is. i dont know a whole lot about HPV, but i know that its linked to cervical cancer. i just dont know what to think right now.everythings been a daze.
i sit around waiting for the time to pass by.
i don't even know what im waiting for.
waiting for december 12th to pass maybe...
i dont do anything and im exhausted.
and if i have a good day, then the next day i crash. i feel worse than ever before.
when i think about this friday, which is the 12th (joshs due date), my chest gets so tight. it feels like i cant breathe...
not doing so good right now.
i got a call from my dr this morning. he said that my hcg levels went up, but they didnt double. so it's possible that i could be going through a miscarriage right now..but it could also be nothing. he's extremely worried that i could be having an ectopic pregnancy. im scared to death about all of this.
i have to go into the doctor at 10:30 and they are going ...
i am FREAKING out right now.
im having a panic attack and i havent had any xanax for about 4days bc i ran out. im going through horrible withdrawals. now im stuck here with this anxiety and the only thing that really helps me i dont have.
i have it in the back of my mind to maybe just cut myself to feel better, but im fighting that.
ive had anxiety for years now, youd think id just get used to it...
This is ridiculous! The past week all I've been having is anxiety then panic attacks. Today I woke up with so much anxiety and have had 2 panic attacks within 2 hours from another. I can't deal with this crap. As I'm typing I have such bad anxiety. Trying to breathe through it. Who am I kidding though? I've had these for 8 years and have tried so many different things and nothing has helped. I fe...
Yesterday I had a doctor appointment. I've never been there before so that gives me anxiety. My husband and son went with me (I don't go anywhere alone or drive). Before we left I felt the panic coming on. During the car ride there I felt it even stronger. The xanax I took before I left wasn't helping. I was thinking of taking another one but I wanted to try to control it myself before having to ...
I just don't want to be this way anymore!!!!!! I want to be drug free (xanax mainly) and happy. FUNCTIONABLE. I have it really bad right now and I just can't take it. But how long have I been saying this for? 9 years? Sigh. It's lonely living like this.UHG ...its all i can say right now! I am at 9 dpiui and i am just ready to scream!!! I have been testing and i know it WAY to early to find out if i am pregnant but we are just ready to know! If we are not this month its back to Clomid with IUI and i just wanted to get preg without clomid because i have lost both of my babies on clomid and i cant help thinking its from that! But my DH has been ve...
So I'm sitting here on my phone, laying in bed. My anxiety is so damn high. I took my dose of xanax at 11 and it did nothing. I practically begged my husband to stay up with me but he's exhausted so he's asleep next to me. Some starting back on my Prozac I've noticed a difference in the patterns of my anxiety, the panic doesn't happen as often. I'm usually always anxious though. Today I went to b...





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