Wednesday March 12, 2014
I reached my goal in October and lost more since! Gotta be careful now, don't want to continue losing for too long.
Since my diagnosis, I have been struggling with myself. I am so much stronger than my body will let me be. My skin is just red, splotchy, bruised, and pale. This heliotrope rash is driving me crazy. And the 7 different pill bottles and 3 topicals are doing nothing to fix it.
I just want to cry today. I have no energy, no motivation to even get off the couch and eat. ...
here I am, about a year after I was diagnosed with dermatomyositis...and they tell me a end to this craziness is near :D
lets start in the beginning. Last year i began to suffer from fatigue and muscle weakness. I couldn't understand what was going on cause I was a big work out fanatic. I was in excellent shape and worked out at least 4 times a week with a healthy diet. at...