Physical & Emotional Abuse Support Group

I don't know what to do. Last night my husband pushed me to the floor and I hit the fridge and fell on the heater. It left a big bruise on my arm. He did this once before, he pushed me in the tub trying to get my cellphone from me so I wouldn't call the cops. I fell hard enough to get a bone confusion which feels like a broken arm but it isn't actually broke. I have a 3 yr old by my previous husband and a 6 month old by my current one. He yelled at the top of his lungs at my little baby last night saying "Brice shut up" because he was crying trying to fight his sleep and he yelled like 3 feet away from him. He has put holes throught the wall, closet and broke a bunch of glass and, a highchair. And when he picked up and threw the highchair and broke it a piece flew over and hit my 6 month old that was playing on the floor. I hurried up and grabbed him b/c he was crying and I told my husband "you hit him" and he said no I didnt. He didn't have any remorse at all. He didn't even feel bad afterwards. He has anger issues and I don't know what to do to make him better. I do have jealousy issues and I don't really trust him. He lied to me a couple weeks ago about pills he was hiding norcos which is like vicodin. He had surgery for a cyst in his wrist and took over 80 pills in 2weeks which is ridiculous I think. And he said he's sorry and he would never lie again and then he lied to me the very next day about how many motrin he had in his mouth. I don't wanna ruin my 6 month olds life. I left my other husband and now he has nothing to do with our 3 yr old. And I feel its all my heart. My mom was beat on by my dad for 5 yrs. She said it just gets worse. My mom would hurt him if she knew what he was doing. I don't wanna end up like her :( please help idk what to do.
Posted on 07/11/12, 08:10 am