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Wednesday May 22, 2013
Rambling Stories
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Lana, my sister-in-law, wife of my oldest brother, e-mailed me, this evening. This is the same brother who, 10 years ago, when I was looking for work, promised me... No assured me that he could get me a job. Then, when Jennifer, my second wife, and I divorced he just left me hanging. He never contacted me. But then, he has never been one to contact me! Anyway, Jennifer div...
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3 CommentsAdvertisementI am tired of living. I am tired of using the same reason to keep living-my sons.
I am tired of the memory and vision problems from the hydrocephalus. I am tired of the balance and added memory problems from my brain tumors and radiation treatments. I am tired of the arthritis pain. I am tired of the Scoliosis, Tinnitus and vertigo.
I am tired of trying to find a job. I ti...1 Recommendation5 Commentsso once upon a time I had what I call a hero crush on one of my cousins. Its not really a loving desire type of crush. More like an iinfatuation because he didnt make me feel like an outsider and actually spent time with me. Then the day came when we were sitting on grandmas pourch and he said he had to go she his girlfriend. For some reason I got jelious and upset but tried not to show it. It fe...1 Recommendation4 CommentsI read where Mindy McCready's suicide is no surprise to those who knew her. Here is a woman who had tragedy in her life but she also had great talent and success. I have tragedy and no talent and I have run out of success. My body is continuing to decline and I feel like there is no future and yet I keep going.
Like driving in the fog, I can only see as far as tomorrow. Wi...1 Recommendation3 Comments~~~~Reflections i made it to 1 year with no complications YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!~~~~~~~~~~~
Sunday, February 24, 2013 |
by: LdyRavynW...
Well good news as of Feb 1 2013, i made it to one year being positive alot has happened in my life along the way but i am taking it all in stride pretty much, for one i do have good news my cd4 is now 961 and rising and i am undetectable as well which really makes me happy, on the slight down side of things i am still not sure why i am having the blackouts and all and the fevers and sweats ...1 Recommendation2 CommentsNow, here is an interesting dilemma.
If I get so fed up with feeling the ups and downs of my mood and emotions, that I check myself into the hospital, that means that I have become overwhelmed with the situation and cannot stand it, anymore.
However, I have been on the "suicide watch" floor, before and they control you so much it makes me want to kill myself! I hate being contro...2 Recommendations1 CommentOK, this is a rambling session, so if you need to, go get a cup of coffee and I will begin rabling... Lord knows, I need a cup, right now.
First, I feel like I want to just go crawl back into bed. I am tired of the fight to live. But, I don't feel like killing myself. I just want to check-out for awhile! I am tired of the ups and downs. I am tired of the repeti...1 Recommendation2 Commentsbeen awhile since we wrote so updates hmm were ta begin um ran away ta phenix arizona got a ride fum a lady fum church got ta hang out wid her for a while den dey found us again yep dey put a trackin device under tootsies skin dey found us know we bak in reno nv an dey got medz dat dey say have ta take eben tootsie sayz haz ta take medz she bringz dem ta us we not take dem so she tellz on u...1 Recommendation3 CommentsYears before he met my mom, Ed was already married. He was a successful business man and seemed to have a good life. Later on, they decided to adopt a child. They adopted a young boy and at one point he wrote a paper at my old school about how great it was to finally have parents. Later on while Ed was on a business trip, the son shot and raped his adoptive mother. It's a truly horrifying thing t...1 Recommendation2 CommentsI had a great day today. I got a slice of pizza and put red pepper on it. Yummy and then I got a Frapachino at Starbucks. Yummy again and lots of fun. Starbucks is having half off of all their drinks from 3:00 to 5:00 p.m. everyday. I am not sure when it ends, I think in the next 7 days but I am not sure. Then we got some things for the week whi...1 Recommendation2 Comments
