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Saturday May 25, 2013
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not doing so good right now.
i got a call from my dr this morning. he said that my hcg levels went up, but they didnt double. so it's possible that i could be going through a miscarriage right now..but it could also be nothing. he's extremely worried that i could be having an ectopic pregnancy. im scared to death about all of this.
i have to go into the doctor at 10:30 and they are going ...
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4 CommentsAdvertisementthere is not even a slight glimmer of hope. i look at the future and see 100 % darkness i feel there is no hope. not a single reason to live. not 1 single thing to look forward to.my heart and soul are dying on the vine. i wish i had something to look forward to. some reason, someone, anything. but nope nothing. i look forward to death.i welcome it. invited in. why does it evade me? taunt a...1 Recommendation3 CommentsThis is ridiculous! The past week all I've been having is anxiety then panic attacks. Today I woke up with so much anxiety and have had 2 panic attacks within 2 hours from another. I can't deal with this crap. As I'm typing I have such bad anxiety. Trying to breathe through it. Who am I kidding though? I've had these for 8 years and have tried so many different things and nothing has helped. I fe...1 Recommendation4 CommentsYesterday I had a doctor appointment. I've never been there before so that gives me anxiety. My husband and son went with me (I don't go anywhere alone or drive). Before we left I felt the panic coming on. During the car ride there I felt it even stronger. The xanax I took before I left wasn't helping. I was thinking of taking another one but I wanted to try to control it myself before having to ...1 Recommendation4 Commentsa visit to the dr. today for post op. check up. there is swelling near the hernia and it is getting worse. i am in some pain as it gets worse. the dr. has me going to get a cat scan. then back to the dr. for the results. the dr is moving very fast. all this is going to take place with in 1 week. the fact is it is entirely possible i will need more surgery because of the several compli...1 Recommendation3 Commentsyesterday my dr. called and wanted me to come in for the surgery pre op. asap. the app. day was for the 30th. now it is asap. i just dont know what to think about this.I am in pain and it will continue to get worse. im not even sure i want to go through with this. the 1st. operation was bad enough. complications were not pretty. and now to find this is even more of an emergency? this has been giv...2 Recommendations10 Commentsa dr. visit for post surgery is very frustrating. they think #1 is my body is rejecting the mesh they put in me to hold my guts together. so now they have to go back in to remove it. #2 they think there is still part of the hernia off to the one side which is not going to be able to be repaired by a scope like the last on was.I am weeker than I was before the 1st. surgery, and this one is even mo...2 Recommendations4 Commentsits hard to explain , for some reason im finding it hard to eat much of anything. i try to eatbut just gag and cough and spit it out. it smells good but when i get close to it it changes and smells fowel. like sour milk. idk why or what for or anything. odd part is im not hungery either. very strange.1 Recommendation7 Commentsthis surgery coming up is just too much to deal with. to much to deal with alone. i just cant do this again! it is so overwelming and i dont know what to do anymore. its plain and simple. i can't keep going like this any more. im just at a complete loss and want it to end.1 Recommendation9 CommentsI just don't want to be this way anymore!!!!!! I want to be drug free (xanax mainly) and happy. FUNCTIONABLE. I have it really bad right now and I just can't take it. But how long have I been saying this for? 9 years? Sigh. It's lonely living like this.1 Recommendation3 Comments
