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As I type this, sadness overwhelms me. He lied to me last night and I caught him. I haven't talked to him since. He slept on the couch....and I didn't tell him too.

I am disgusted with myself. I am angry and enjoy nothing. He has destroyed me and enjoys it. I wouldn't be able to leave. I have nothing. I get dssi but not enough to live on. We are farmers and he will be able to hide and make it look as he has no money.

I have a hard time getting around so it would be difficult to live on my own. My daughter goes to college in August which means I will be here alone with him. My daughter loves her daddy and it wouldn't faze her if I left him.

I never imagined that my life would be this way. I was a nurse and loved it but now I am the patient. I know I need to find myself and be the most important person in my life. He now will be my roommate and I his. Thank you for your love and support....it's sad that we all have to go thru life like this.
As ever,
Amy

Hang in there. You are stronger than you may think, and you will deal with this and make it through, one way or another. You have no choice.... you have a daughter, and no matter the age of our children, we WILL do what we need to. Amy, you are in my thoughts and prayers. This is sooooooooo unfair. You know how to reach me, and I always have an open ear ready. ((hugs))

Amy

Not a good spot to be in, but as you can see from the response, it is something many of us go through. I have no advice, just hugs. (((hugs)))

I go through periods like this with my husband too. He is very secretive. I finally found out his real BIG secret not long ago and that is that he only made it to the 4th grade being he had to stop going to school and work on the family farm as his father had been killed when he was a toddler. Sad it is and he is ashamed of it. I frankly do not care as he is a good man.

We all have our "secrets". I don't care to share mine with many people and many times since I've been in this relationship (35 years now), I've wanted to check out, believe me.

Things change, remember that much.

I truly hope things get better for you soon!

No advice, just my support. I hope you find smoother sailing soon - one way or another. You deserve better.