I found out a week ago today that I was pregnant, as most of you here know. I began bleeding at work on Halloween, not as heavy as when I lost Angel but it was enough for me to feel sick inside. I left a message with my doctor and he ordered blood work on me. I found out this afternoon that my levels were at 4.0 which means I was barely pregnant and that the bleeding was more than likely a miscarriage. I have to have more wok done Friday morning before
going to work just to see where I am at. I would like to remain positive but from the sounds of things it doesn't appear that there is any
hope of this turning around. I guess the only consolation I have is that I at the very least know I was indeed pregnant and that the test did not contain a false
reading like was thought. I just don't know what I am feeling right now. I am not the sobbing mess I was two years ago after losing Angel but my head is spinning and I feel sick inside. I am not quite sure what to feel. Oh well. Angel has another playmate anyway, I guess.
Posted on 11/04/09, 06:11 pm
I am so sorry for you pain. It never really goes away and I hope your two are playing with my three...I guess I never thought about it and that comment by you made me feel good today!
