Methamphetamine (also referred to as methylamphetamine or desoxyephedrine) is a synthetic stimulant drug used for both medicinal and recreational purposes (see Legal issues). Metha...
I really want to talk about amnesia today...sometimes people forget some very important things that they have said and done. Like telling little girls that they no longer have a mother or brothers. Like choosing their lover over their little girl. Like the fact that sisters are always going to be sisters and will always want to be together. Like telling a little girl not to go to the grave of her dea...
My very Best Friend, JUSTICE died today. He was my 14 year-old AmStaff/Rednose Pitt. He was beautiful, smart and a loyal pet since the day I bought him at 7 weeks old. I promised myself, and to Justice, (Ill keep You till You die, thru -thick, and thin!) You see, all my pets were never around for long when I was little, and I had just testified in a murder trial and needed protection. So I bought the ...
He hurt me. I havent replied to it yet.... ....... and im not quite sure what to do, cause i think it might be true..... i dont know.... help? "Your a very disturbed person that could care less about getting your life together and I dont know what got you to this point but to think you would come to this site and flaunt yourself as a whore and seek attention makes me sick.Why dont you go to priso...
i woke up this morning and i felt bad. i still feel horrible. the meds i am taking me feel like emotionless. i realized i need to just chill out and meditate or keep me busy. i feel lonely and sick. but i realized it is up to me to be my own company. i must not think of tommorrow cu zit aint guaranteed. no matter how i feel it will be ok. i am sick of all my meds including my antipsychotic. i tri...
so much for tryin to fall in love cuz love aint real to me no more. so i accept being single. and i accept ppl being evil. it is the world i live in. too bad it had to be like this. but hey i guess i will retreat to my books and guitar and ds. cuz hey i am invisible as always.
There is nothing. ive laid in my bed day after day, job after job, trying to put together the pieces. the only thing that is working is that i am telling myself "Everything will be alright" over and over again in my head to try and drown everything else out... I say it over and over again to try and distract myself from all the shit that is going on around me. I lay in my bed for hours, hiding in...
okay, so last night i realized that i am doing no good here. the last few days have been extremely rough for me, and its affected my ability to help people on here. i never know what to say to anyone anymore. im sorry anyone that ive let down or not been able to be here for, but if i cant deal with my own shit, then i'll only make your condition worse. i cant help everyone, i know that. but w...
I am writing this to remind myself and anyone who cares to read this, that once a piece of shit, always a piece of shit, thats me. Ive had every chance in life to change who I learned to be., I just cant do it. I love my family, and my Man, and his family, but the damage has been done. I just hope all of my actions do not affect my only child, the only one that really matters, I love him and h...
i try to be happy but my ears ring and my mood changes. i feel so lonely within this body of mine. i pray. i cry. i feel too much is on my mind. my family is not on good terms cuz too much fights had us burned. i hate being alone with no good friends. i know people but i feel no real connection. i feel stressed cuz i can not sleep. i just wanna hide and never wake up. i feel confused and dumb.