What is Meth-Addiction
Methamphetamine (also referred to as methylamphetamine or desoxyephedrine) is a synthetic stimulant drug used for both medicinal and recreational purposes (see Legal issues). Metha...
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Tuesday December 1, 2009
Rambling Stories
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Got back from clubbing in San Fransico at 5 AM....
... got up to go to school at motherfucking 8:30 AM!
Fuck, dude!
Im not going to make it!
Im dying....
... feel torn up from the floor up.....
popped a motherfucking adderall!
Motherfucker..... HOLY SHIT!
um...
.... leave me love, i really need it this time!
<3
Blake
Oh, six days left...
i bought the gun.
and a painting.
Their both antiques =]
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i wake up and i feel pain all day. i am looking outside the sun is shining. but deep inside i feel angry frustated like i lost my own soul. i try my ipod and i still feel sad within. i am just about had it with negativity in my mind. but feeling your nerves get hit hard with ear ringing and migraines hurts!! it makes me irritable. i am seeing my doc on may 18. i can not eat comfortably. i f...2 Recommendations7 Comments
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so, for the past 3 months ive been seeing one of my exs almost religiously.
its sorta a monogomous friendship
but the problem is that im getting way to attached to where i want more then being just friends, but still to stubborn to do anything..
so today, he was talking about how drunk he was and how he wanted to kiss one of his exes and i blew up.. i was soo pissed and urgg..
he didnt do anything wr...1 Recommendation3 Comments -
Some of the reasons women give for loving men
We love men because they can never fake orgasms, even if they wanted to.
Because they write poems, songs, and books in our honor.
Because they never understand us, but they never give up.
Because they can see beauty in women when women have long ceased to see any beauty in themselves.
Because they come from little boys.
Because they can churn out long, int...2 Recommendations1 Comment -
I talked to Chase's attorney today, and found out the second strike against Chase was dropped and they're trying to bargain with the DA for 2 years. So, if you include time served and half time (since the strike was dropped) Chase may only be facing a year including parole violation... I'm elated that it's even a possibility. I thought that with each day that passed, I'd get s...1 Recommendation9 Comments
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friends, i am truly sorry for the way i am. im sorry that i cant help anyone anymore. i just bring people down and worry them to death. thats not why i came here! i came here to help and to maybe get help. but i cant help anymore! i try and try but i help no one! im thinking about deleting my ds account. im not helping anyone here....and if i can't help, then its not fair to people to try and...1 Recommendation13 Comments
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ive been doing horrible lately. increasingly so. something happened recently that its hard for me to talk about...also im being torn apart my myself...i think i might have split personality disorder...but with me too much of a fucking coward to fucking get help who the hell knows. fuck this. im sick of it. just thinking about getting help makes me wanna puke and makes me wanna cuddle up in a dark...1 Recommendation8 Comments
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well, i cut today. first time in three months. urges are completely gone right now but all i wanna do is cut more, which i find weird. so yeah, 92 days down the drain. not going to get back up and try again, not yet. im not ready. so its back to square one, but its not time to quit again. im going to push my luck. thinking about new places to cut is always fun, plus it puts a little change in eve...1 Recommendation2 Comments
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i'm pretty much swamped with school work. so im sorry for my absence. been dealing with some things myself, which have also contributed to my leave. i'm hoping to get on more though, gradually. things will be fast paced for me for a while though. and i'm trying to handle that as best i can. ive been having panic attacks all day, plus with my mind deciding to float into things that mos...1 Recommendation4 Comments
