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Monday November 30, 2009
Painful Stories
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Too fucked up to rewrite it, so i copied it from an IM with my BF
Friday, September 26, 2008 |
by: BreakingB...
my mom died.
complications with cancer
i dont care.
.... they didnt tell me...
my grandmother told me that i was speaking at the funeral...
.... and i asked whos...
then i found out.
its just the way my life goes =]
i ruined the funeral.
it was horrible.
i was respectful during the service.
sitting in the front row next to kris and my sister.
watching movies on my ipod
kris and me were laughing so hard!
(have ...
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im alive still...
i thought really hard before making a decison [[like a first in my life]]
i dont know what im going to do...
..... if im constantly this unstable... i will die.
if not today. then tomorrow.
if not tomorrow then the next day... or the next day... or the next.
its been twice this week ive almost killed myself... and its only tuesday!
i dont know what to do...
... i dont know what to do to...1 Recommendation5 Comments -
I was told by my partner that I am a selfish and self centered person and that she wants a divorce. She wants to sell the house and move on in life without me. She is so right in her comment and I hurt her all of the time. I just want for her, us, to be happy. I need to get real!1 Recommendation4 Comments
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I cannot believe my life! My work life, home life, physical, emotional, financial and spiritual life are all on the verge of collapsing! It was all going fine and then within a blink of an eye BAM.I am just so tired of all of the bullshit in life, mine included. If I only had the strength I had when I was in my 20's, man this would be just another day. Now that I am almost fifty I guess ...1 Recommendation5 Comments
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i do cry over anxiety over the future. i cry that i will not find true love. i cry to feel healthier. i cry cuz i feel paranoid. i cry to feel better within. i know it will better. but still i cry.3 Recommendations2 Comments
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I am writing this to remind myself and anyone who cares to read this, that once a piece of shit, always a piece of shit, thats me.
Ive had every chance in life to change who I learned to be., I just cant do it.
I love my family, and my Man, and his family, but the damage has been done.
I just hope all of my actions do not affect my only child, the only one that really matters, I love him and h...1 Recommendation5 Comments -
ever since i got out of rehab after my stroke, over 3 yrs ago, i have been stuck at home with my mother who has always abused me physically and emotionally. when i was a kid she used to put me down and hit me whenever she had a chance 2 do so. i suspect that it was her abusivenes that made my father abandon us when i was two years old.
while i escaped her when i was 16 . . . going to k...2 Recommendations3 Comments -
last night i made a big mistake. i made a huge gash on my thigh...i wouldnt let it stop bleeding and when i finally couldnt keep it going, 30-45 mins had passed. today im so weak i can barely move...im thinking about telling my grandma that im sick and staying home from school...i know ill pass out when i go...it was a huge mistake...i apologize to all of my friends for this...it was selfish of m...1 Recommendation4 Comments
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Well I am sure I will have a horrible sad day tomorrow. It is my 42nd birthday. I will be alone. My partner is working, my young daughter is with girl scouts and sleeping over. (which I am grateful for so that she doesn't see me cry). My son will be here and just play videos or computer games. I will have my dog but it isn't the same. I will cry.&...2 Recommendations3 Comments
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I'm SO frustrated! The nerve block I had last week has done NOTHING for my pain in my hip/butt. The "pain management" nurse was convinced that my pain was SI pain and not pain from my RSD moving. So I had the injection done and it's possible it made my pain even worse. We drove to Iowa to visit some family on friday and sitting in the car for 3 1/2 hours ...1 Recommendation2 Comments
