What is Menopause
Menopause is the physiological cessation of menstrual cycles associated with advancing age in species that experience such cycles. Menopause is sometimes referred to as change of l...
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Wednesday November 25, 2009
Painful Stories
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Today marks Mandy's been gone 8 months this morning...8 months...it feels like yesterday but then it feels like an eternity...I cant seem to get a grip on time..it all just rolls into one big heart ache after another...I'm trying to get my fanny peeled out of this bed right now and make a cup of tea for myself in hopes the caffeine might jolt me or something...sigh...well, thats it...I ju...
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it's 11 months today, 48 weeks my Mandy left, stopped breathing air...I still cant say she's dead...whats up with that....it just hurts more to say it, I guess its real if I say it...tears just fall on cue...She was a Mondays child, she died on a Monday and its Monday...so there, I said it...The door bell is ringing and the dog is barking and I don't care...I hate my life and what I&#...2 Recommendations12 Comments
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Last night I had to rush Oscar to the animal hospital. The Dr. there said that it looks like he has a brain tumor. There is a tiny chance it may only be a liver infection (Build up of uric acid can cause similar symptoms..) but she doubts that it is. She is almost certain it is a tumor. I spent most of last night crying, and now have a huge headache. I doubt I will be on much over the next few da...1 Recommendation25 Comments
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a year ago today, I placed my daughter in the ground with her father...that was my only comfort...I'm so hollow....I wish there could be a trade off...She was so young and she had a job to do, her babes need her...its only fair...1 Recommendation12 Comments
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I dont even know where the fuck to start here. Yday when Britt finally got home, she had to BIG hickies on here neck. She had spent the night at a friends house. I called the girls gardian, she was as pissed as i was. The girls had left to go to the top town store. I called & told them to stay right where the were & i was picking them up. Britt wa...3 Recommendations25 Comments
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Seems i cant do anything right anymore. W britt being sick the past couple wks, i guess ive not paid much attention to Honey aka Caitlyn. She went so far as to send me an email. This is the email she sent me:
sence u wont talk to me at home i had to do this. it seems that u and dad dont want me arouned right now so i am asking if it is ok with u and dad if i can go to...1 Recommendation18 Comments -
I remembered today when i was laying down trying to sleep. Smoked a bowl, 2 valiums & 2 darvocet & still didnt sleep but just laid there thinking. I remembered the song i would sing to her when we were rocking in the brown chair. I put that chair up in Big Bear & the kids put it in the downstairs. Well, when it flooded, my chair was ruined. I do hav...2 Recommendations13 Comments
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It was not a very good weekend. My youngest brother who was estranged from most of the family moved back here in 2005 and we were all trying to get along. I thought it was going well until last week. When my dad died, he left us some money and as it turns out, my brother blew through all of it, with the help of his greedy wife of course. She got a boob job.&nb...1 Recommendation13 Comments
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I said goodbye to a good friend today.A friend who is not able to be my friend anymore. A friend who was very good to me and I was very good too but something is lost and this person is not able to be my friend anymore.Maybe in the future things will change,I feel so lost and scared right now and because I have mutual friends who know this person where I attend at my clubhouse I can't talk to...2 Recommendations11 Comments
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I just wish people would stop spreading malice about me, and calling me a liar. They have no clue what I have gone through... yet are so mean to me... and they call themselves Christian? No real Christian I know, would ever behave the way they are... It is all just so sad.
If I do not want to respond to their grilling, can they not use their brains and think for a moment that heck... she just got...4 Recommendations11 Comments
