The drug cannabis, commonly known as marijuana, is produced from parts of the cannabis plant, primarily the cured flowers and gathered trichomes of the female plant. The major acti...
im still pissed of at mother russia....killing civilians....i've seen pictures of people covered in blood with tears running down there face....the young moving rubble to find there fucking parents....and for what????nothing....but pride....well im no longer fucking proud to be half russian....i dont want this fucking blood running through my system anymore....fuck you russia durag!!!!
WELL I THINK IT WAS THE 13TH SHOT...THEY TAKE BLOOD EVERYTIME AND THIS TIME I INSTANTLY GOT DIZZY...SO THEY SAID THEY WANTED A DR TO CHECK ME OUT..I SAID OK...WELL IM COMES DR IAM JUNG LOO....AND THIS MAY SOUND AWFUL BUT I SAID NO, I ONLY DEAL WITH AMERICAN DR'S...HE TOLD ME HE LIVES IN OHIO...I SAID, I WANT AN AMERICAN...WELL HE LEFT WITH HIS HANDS UP INT HE AIR, AND THE N...
I have a big journal brewing about being alone ! It's hard to find a place to start ! I was born alone I guess I'm going to die alone . I didn't think I was going to be alone most of the time inbetween . I drank and druged to try and fit in . In the end of that I was by myself because no one wanted me around when I was drinking . I was getting to be a big a*hole ( 6' 5" , 250...
I really want to talk about amnesia today...sometimes people forget some very important things that they have said and done. Like telling little girls that they no longer have a mother or brothers. Like choosing their lover over their little girl. Like the fact that sisters are always going to be sisters and will always want to be together. Like telling a little girl not to go to the grave of her dea...
THIS IS NOT A POEM!!! breathe i need to breathe right now take a breath just sit there and look at where i am i am at a good place right now, i know that i guess i jus take being alone and i am alot, well i guess not alot but the times that i am i just cant cope idk why i just need to breathe know that there is another tommorrow and i will take part in it im tryin and thats all i can say for right now sig...
I don't understand myself anymore. I hate what I have become, over the past few years I have changed so much and I'm scared. I miss who I used to be.. I used to be so innocent, so sweet. Now I'm just a mess, the smallest things send me reeling. I've been through some hard times, but instead of taking it in my stride like I used to, I'm left broken bloody and bruised. I hate myself...
i just woke up it's like 9 am lol argh my sleeping pattern has been so fucked up as usual im still pissed of with emily but still it's all good made me realise a few things,so yeah i dunno yesterday was just one of those days i guess,my friend vic is going to spain for a while so im going to miss her it sucks,i just cant wait to move man to me it feels like a new start so untill then my l...
I feel so badly. Several people I've reached out to try and talk with me and I have had to ignore them. I haven't ignored anyone because I didn't care,but because I've been very very scared about an upcoming date and a promise I had made to myself. March 12 would have been my mother's 83rd birthday. It's also the 4th year since she's been dead. ...
I saw my "therapist" on Friday. The one I "get" to see every 6 wks and we discussed my going into the State Hospital and I refused, but today I have decided that I need to go. It's after 5Pm so it's too late to really get things into place, like getting the cats into the vet's for boarding along with the dog and getting clothes washed plus finding out if there'...
WELL AS THE MORNING STARTED FOR ME AT 555AM, I WS THINKING OF IKE..YEP THINKING OF ANOTHR MAN WHILE I LAY THERE IN BED... WELL I SAID SOME PRAYERS AND GOT THE BOYS UP AND READY FOR SCHOOL. I MAKE THEM EAT A BREAKFAST, OR THEY WOULDNT! I TURNED ON THE TV AND IT STARTED ALL OVER AGAIN, IT WAS RELIVING 9-11...I WAS WORKING AT USAIR WHEN IT HAPPEND AND IT WAS TERRORFYING....AS I SEEN...