What is Marijuana-Addiction
The drug cannabis, commonly known as marijuana, is produced from parts of the cannabis plant, primarily the cured flowers and gathered trichomes of the female plant. The major acti...
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Tuesday November 24, 2009
Painful Stories
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One of the most disgusting memories that could possibly get into my head - and there are plenty of them - is forcing its way into my mind. I don't know why this happened, but the memory started to show itself last night and in a dream I had. And, all of a sudden, after a relatively nice day, it's even more vivid in my mind.
What's frightening me most right now is that this ...
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I took down the try to get a new girlfriend goal ! I really hate dating and trying to find someone . I do like going out but I don't like the pressure of it ! I really think God wants me to be single . Or this shouldn't be so hard ! I knew that I should have married my high school sweet heart ! We were good together , I broke it off . More prof that I can't manage my own life . I real...1 Recommendation6 Comments
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Just had Easter dinner at my Parents place ! Too much candy , chocolate , and cake ! Then topped it off with dinner . Then more sweets for desert . Crap I think I'm going to BARF !1 Recommendation6 Comments
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Circa 1993. School let out and I was headed into the fourth grade. My parents had signed me up for a program called "Parks and Recreation." I looked forward to it, because I knew that there were a lot of field trips/fun things for me to do. We rode our bikes up to the ice cream hut by the river, went to the water park in Ypsilanti, had knock-hockey tournaments, a treasure hunt... summer...2 Recommendations4 Comments
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Who here can judge me? Do you know the feeling of watching the light being turned off from the eyes of YOUR child?
Who here knows the pain of knowing that you will never see your son smile again?
Who here knows the pain of knowing that you will never feel your child in your arms again?
Always, the ones that judge and hold themselves so high and mighty over me are those that cannot even ...2 Recommendations4 Comments -
Its been some time since iv last writen to my journal, i gues things had been smooth for me. But once again iv have hit hard times.
Recently me and my ex had got back together for about the hundreth time, and i thought things where going to be much better and i felt positive about spending our lives together, though i was reluctent at first as our past consisted of breaking up and getting back to...1 Recommendation4 Comments -
Today is the 4th anniversary of my step dad's death. He died at home of cancer and since I'm a nurse, along with Hospice, I was his primary caregiver. He died in my arms at about this time of night. I loved this man so very much. My own father had been physically, sexually, almost every kind of abuse. He died in May of 1990 and I don't even think of his dying. But today be...1 Recommendation5 Comments
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I was told by my partner that I am a selfish and self centered person and that she wants a divorce. She wants to sell the house and move on in life without me. She is so right in her comment and I hurt her all of the time. I just want for her, us, to be happy. I need to get real!1 Recommendation4 Comments
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I cannot believe my life! My work life, home life, physical, emotional, financial and spiritual life are all on the verge of collapsing! It was all going fine and then within a blink of an eye BAM.I am just so tired of all of the bullshit in life, mine included. If I only had the strength I had when I was in my 20's, man this would be just another day. Now that I am almost fifty I guess ...1 Recommendation5 Comments
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I am completely disgusted with myself.
I had a job interview---the first I was able to get in 6 mo. of being unemployed, and it's only for a temp position.
I've basically been an unemployed recluse for 6 mo. I don't even want to be around people and spend many days in bed.
So, I go to this interview and have an anxiety attack in the car beforehand. I ws so nervous and s...1 Recommendation4 Comments
