What is Marijuana-Addiction
The drug cannabis, commonly known as marijuana, is produced from parts of the cannabis plant, primarily the cured flowers and gathered trichomes of the female plant. The major acti...
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Thursday November 26, 2009
Frustrating Stories
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Fuck fuck - went almost 3 days and just gave in and b/p. Gerard is sleeping and I ate my dinner, still so full from lunch i ate at 3 and just gave in. Went to OA and AA meeting, which helped but just fuckin did it. SO mad at myself. I really, really fought today. UGg
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I was put in the psych ward at twelve years old. Back then, it was basically a detention hall for neglected kids. Kids who were in need of care, compassion, and some serious healing were treated like criminals. I would even venture to say they were being abused. I felt like I was being tortured. I was drugged up and then made to sit in a classroom and stay awake. I was physically, emotionally, an...1 Recommendation6 Comments
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Things always seem to get better, like I'm actually going to start moving forward in my life, but it never fails that something has to come along and ruin it, set me back to sqaure one. My mom, step dad and I moved into this house in January of this year. It is a decent house, though it's old, it is still a hell of a lot better than that appartment we were staying at. Th...2 Recommendations4 Comments
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im still pissed of at mother russia....killing civilians....i've seen pictures of people covered in blood with tears running down there face....the young moving rubble to find there fucking parents....and for what????nothing....but pride....well im no longer fucking proud to be half russian....i dont want this fucking blood running through my system anymore....fuck you russia durag!!!!1 Recommendation27 Comments
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I just feel so sad. I want love and I want to have a normal relationship or at least a fair one. It is so complicated, I have love that is stable in every way except toward me. Does that make sense. As long as it is not about him, he is on my side, loving me unconditionally. When I try to deal with our stuff, even in the most nice appropriate way, I hit a wall, and the pain just splatters all ove...1 Recommendation4 Comments
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I'm going to try small Journals , only because when I write big ones something screws up and I lose it !
I am still off on disability . The arm isn't healing right and there is calcium growing in the joint . This Doctor says it my fault ! I'm not using the arm enough .
Funny when I first seen him he told me that i was over doing it and at risk of dislocating it again ! I talked to him ...1 Recommendation4 Comments -
Well, first of all, when my daughter came home from school (she is only 4 and in special ed) her first words were, "Mommie, I don't want you to die!"
She begged to come with me to my urology appointment. I felt so bad for her and tried to explain that I'm not going to die, I'm just sick and the doctors will make me better.
Then at the urologist, I had to wait from 12:30-2:30.....1 Recommendation4 Comments -
I haven`t been on line for a few days because my world fell appart on friday when my son ran away from home. I`ve done nothing but smoke for the last two days and i feel absolutely shit that i`ve put myself back to square one. Why do i do this to myself ? why can`t i just cope with things without it ? I do know though that i will not let this beat me, tomorrow i plan to quit again. I ju...1 Recommendation4 Comments
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most docs have a "I know it all attitude" and make you wait for hours to see him/her then not listen to the patient & rush patient out not giving a damn if everything was covered or believe that the patient just possibly might know their own body. I've fired many docs. I've had about 3 good docs out of at least 20 docs.
they get upset if you're a few mi...2 Recommendations6 Comments -
I really want to talk about amnesia today...sometimes people forget some very important things that they have said and done.
Like telling little girls that they no longer have a mother or brothers.
Like choosing their lover over their little girl.
Like the fact that sisters are always going to be sisters and will always want to be together.
Like telling a little girl not to go to the grave of her dea...4 Recommendations11 Comments
