What is Marijuana-Addiction
The drug cannabis, commonly known as marijuana, is produced from parts of the cannabis plant, primarily the cured flowers and gathered trichomes of the female plant. The major acti...
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Monday November 30, 2009
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I can't stop crying tonight. All I want is my mommy and my dad. I cry and cry. I pray for frogiveness since I must have done some terrible things in my life to end up like this. Totally alone, crying in the dark for my dead parents. I'm almost 53 and I can't stop crying for mommy and daddy. I need a miracle in my life. I went to lay down tonight and happe...
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I saw my "therapist" on Friday. The one I "get" to see every 6 wks and we discussed my going into the State Hospital and I refused, but today I have decided that I need to go. It's after 5Pm so it's too late to really get things into place, like getting the cats into the vet's for boarding along with the dog and getting clothes washed plus finding out if there'...2 Recommendations8 Comments
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THIS IS NOT A POEM!!!
breathe
i need to breathe right now
take a breath
just sit there and look at where i am
i am at a good place right now,
i know that
i guess i jus take being alone
and i am alot,
well i guess not alot
but the times that i am
i just cant cope
idk why
i just need to breathe
know that there is another tommorrow
and i will take part in it
im tryin and thats all i can say for right now
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SO what do I do now? I am alone and hurt. I sit on my roof all day and watch everyone with their kids and their friends and think why isn't that me? Why do I have to be such a pathetic waste of human life? Why cant I just die. I just want to be gone from this place of hurt and lies and pain.2 Recommendations3 Comments
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I'm just going to go get drunk.
Ya know what happens when you get drunk?
You don't have to feel anything.
You don't have to be nervous.
You don't have to think.
You don't have to be anything, besides SHITFACED.1 Recommendation4 Comments -
the day to day seems to get harder, im never truely happy and the pain i feel inside is more then i can handle. im not afriad of death, i embrace it. i know thats not a good way to feel but i do, i just want to crawl in a hole and never come out....im afraid ppl will think im being over dramatic and just not understand what im going through possibly even judge me....im afraid of tomorrow. i have ...1 Recommendation5 Comments
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I've been dreaming about cutting everyday for a while; they say using dreams are a catalyst to relapse. I wonder when it's gonna happen. I have forty days sober, and I haven't cut myself in forty days either. That's a really long time. I still think I could use a drink. I need a blue sky holiday. Does anyone know of any cool things to do out here in Northern California? We may be ...1 Recommendation4 Comments
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Well I found a good friend on google chat to help-stupid poem/venting
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
by: SmallMoments
this is wierd, im still really in pain and trying to distract myself you guys. My friend helped me a lot to be honest. I am trying really hard to do right and be right and it was wierd how quick I went from feeling great to terrible/scared blah blah blah. Ive never had withdrawl symptoms anywhere near this bad before and one time when I detoxed I threwup every day for 20 days at least once ...2 Recommendations2 Comments -
I love Marijuana with all my heart, yet I despise it. I visit my family often, I pay my bills, I am semi-happy. The only thing is that I am going thru mental withdrawl right now as I havent smoked in two days. I know I am not going to sleep a wink tonight and I will most likely have some trippy dreams. I want my dealer to call just so I can feel happy tonight. But I know that is only 3 steps in t...1 Recommendation3 Comments
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why is it every time i try to be nice to a friend it baackfires, it just hurts, soo bad. i dont know what i should do. any suggestions. i dont want to give up , but yeah idk ...1 Recommendation3 Comments
