What is Marijuana-Addiction
The drug cannabis, commonly known as marijuana, is produced from parts of the cannabis plant, primarily the cured flowers and gathered trichomes of the female plant. The major acti...
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Saturday November 28, 2009
Anxious Stories
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I feel so badly. Several people I've reached out to try and talk with me and I have had to ignore them. I haven't ignored anyone because I didn't care,but because I've been very very scared about an upcoming date and a promise I had made to myself. March 12 would have been my mother's 83rd birthday. It's also the 4th year since she's been dead. ...
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I have an issue with sites like this because I get so paranoid that people won't like me. I want to be supportive and I find that a lot of times I'm giving the support that I need to hear the most (I truly beieve we are all one)
So why does this bring up all this high school type anxiety? Like all the "cool" kids are doing something else and here I am, all dorky and alone.
I hate ...1 Recommendation3 Comments -
As the title reads, "everything is a blur" I realize what is bothering me. The one person I thought I could trust slipped away from me. I don't like having a lot of people being near me. Everytime I am in track streching or warming up by jogging people will always come and talk to me with there friends and stuff, and I feel awkward, almost to say, "You don't know the real m...1 Recommendation4 Comments
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I finally put up pics of myself - which is huge.. because I basically hate myself, lol. And I think this is a big step because of the need for me to remain anon to ya'll... Which was because of fear of a lot of things - rejection and ... err... just feeling, basically, disgusting... and you know...
Can you tell I'm anxious? LOL.
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Our finances are, well, jacked. I am having to look for a job. Just send positive thoughts my way if you are reading this and pray that I get a job in a bookstore or that doesen't suck my soul. I have to do this, I can feel freedom around the corner if we can get our finances under control. I am letting go of alot to do this, so think of me, homeys!1 Recommendation5 Comments
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Ok... so my whole life I've wanted to run away from Nebraska. I wanted to run far away because my biggest fear is being stuck here my whole life. Well, I decided I'm going to the University of Nebraska... and now I'm freaking myself out. I plan on grad school in Oregon, but what happens if I give up my dream of finally gettting out in the world?! I love the city I'll be moving to ...1 Recommendation3 Comments
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I feel like I was when I was in the ocean trying to save my sister from drowning, but the waves kept crashing on top of us. I want to help others, but I'm drowning myself. I am trying not to let this depression get hold of me again. The mania was nice while it lasted, but now I'm just struggling not to let my illnesses get the better of me.
Every time I feel like I'm ok, another wave c...1 Recommendation2 Comments -
So here i am again. I know i have to give up smoking now because of my health - I have no choice but it isn`t making it any easier, if anything i`m just a nervous wreck waiting for the car crash to happen. I`ve smoked weed so long that when i go without i suffer the most severe rages which i have no control over and when i`m not in a rage of anger i feel that there`s no point to anythi...1 Recommendation2 Comments
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okay, wow. Okay.
So I thought that what I wanted was; settle down with my new "beloved husband," start this healing center with him, live in community of yogis, healers, dancers, and gardeners, settle down, have a nice little house, develop my massage practice. I was becoming a professional, a public figure, networking, dreaming, planning events, teaching classes...my confidence was grow...1 Recommendation7 Comments
