What is Lyme-Disease
Lyme disease or Lyme borreliosis is the most common vector-borne disease in the Northern Hemisphere. Named after the town of Lyme, Connecticut, it is now one of the fastest growing...
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Friday November 27, 2009
Venting Stories
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complete fricken failure!!! that's what I am , that's what I feel like and I am giving up.. I am so tired of being a failure and having all of this shit going on in my life time after time. I cant look anyone in the face anymore, I cant hold my head high and be proud of who I am. I am tired of sitting here day after day wasting away in pain and not being able to work. I am ti...
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I am sorry, but I need to vent. I dealt with most of my feelings with this, yet it always comes up again for one reason or another and I just have to get it off my chest. I am REALLY angry!!! I am sitting here going over all sorts of past medical records and for the life of my I can not figure out why they could not connect all the damn dots! Why was I left to suffer for so long? Why did so much ...1 Recommendation6 Comments
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Ya know, someone else wrote not too long ago about not having money.. not enough.. its NEVER enough... Right now, I'm more on the broke side rather than just not having enough.. Fighting disability insurance, living on one measley paycheck... child support from ex not coming in.. no food in the house, car insurance ready to cancel, electric ready to turn of...1 Recommendation2 Comments
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A friend asked my BF and I to have lunch today. While at lunch she announced she is expecting. We were both shocked since she made it clear over the years she did not want any more children. Of course my initial reaction was extreme happiness for her and her BF. But then as we talked I was sad. Sad for me, sad that I want to be a part of the "Club of Motherhood" and I am not yet there. ...1 Recommendation15 Comments
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We got possesion of our rental property back today and it's trashed. all the carpet, every room all the walls the only thing that doesnt need disinfected torn out, and replaced are the ceilings. They actually left dog crap on the floor in one of the rooms. the carpets are stained and shredded beyond repair. the walls are filthy they didnt even so much as sweep. after we wash the walls down th...1 Recommendation2 Comments
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One of my BF's and I were just talking about our weekend. She was telling me what a great day they had with 5 month old on Saturday, how much weight he gained recently, how cute he was, etc. That was hard enough for me to hear since I am struggling right now and doing the best I can.
I left to grab something and as I walked back by she asked how I am doing right now, (with the fertility ...1 Recommendation18 Comments -
I wake up every morning, body aching like I have the flu,
symptoms upon symptoms, but I still manage to fight and get up, and do what I do,
I see these beautiful dependant faces, and find strenghth within,
to fight this battle daily, struggling just to win,
this disease turns me into someone I, sometimes don't know,
until I fight back and realize that I still run the show,
oth...1 Recommendation3 Comments -
I feel like crap...I've got this picc line in and I can't use any iv antibiotics, because of my re action I felt awesome younge alive again for about 2 weeks,untill the reaction and now I've totally crashed sometimes my heart is so screwed up and I can't tell if I'm herxing or dying I've had my epi pen basically attached to me just in case. My face is crawling my han...1 Recommendation2 Comments
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So I've been back to work for a little over a month now and it feels as if I haven't had a break in years and I need one. One day I think that I can do this and the next day I am sure that I can't and am ready to give up and go home again. I know if I go on disability again it will be for good and I don't think that I am ready for that but I can't shake this inadaquate f...1 Recommendation4 Comments
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I feel like just when I think I'm getting better, I get worse... I had 4 good days in a row last week, and then suddenly was in the worst pain I've been in so far. The fogginess always intansifies at the worst times. I'm a teacher... how am I going to keep doing my job if this won't go away? I have no energy, I walk like a 75 year old woman. Everyone knows there's someth...1 Recommendation3 Comments
