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Lyme disease or Lyme borreliosis is the most common vector-borne disease in the Northern Hemisphere. Named after the town of Lyme, Connecticut, it is now one of the fastest growing...
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Thursday November 26, 2009
Sad Stories
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It is strange to me how such a simple sounding four letter word can wreak so much havoc on one's life. I find that fear is at the core of so many of the emotions I feel. Of course I am sad that this cycle did not work. I am extremely upset about it. But, what is even worse is the fear I feel. The fear that we will never have a child of our own. The fear that I will never know what it is ...
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yesterday was a rather sad day and proof to me that things in life can be hard no matter how small they are. last evening sadie, a chocolate lab I bought when I first moved out from home passed away. I owned her for five years or more and used her for hunting and a great family pet. she was run over once by me when she was a pup when my X let her out to see me when I came home from work one night...2 Recommendations13 Comments
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I got the call around 12:30 that my Grandfather had just passed away. I am heading to the Cape for the day to be with my family.1 Recommendation23 Comments
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I got the call that our 4th IVF cycle was a failure. I am absolutely crushed right now. I can't figure out why they keep putting back good embryos and they never implant. I am heart broken and scared of what all of this means. My fear is making me angry. THIS IS JUST NOT FAIR!!! I deserve to be a Mommy. I deserve to feel a child growing inside me, to raise them and teach them all I can. ...1 Recommendation30 Comments
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I have been having a hard time lately with the baby/child thing. I think the holidays are making it worse. Not to mention half my friends and women I work closely with are pregnant. I am really feeling left out and sad. I usually hold my head high and truck on through but lately it is not so easy.
Someone just walked in with their 15 month old dressed up and he looks so cute. My BF and another fr...1 Recommendation22 Comments -
I can't fucking take much more! I am so tired of asking God for strength to get through things. I always get it but it is not what I want the most. I want a child! I want a family! I have not gotten that yet I always get the strength to get through all the painful shit in my life. I have survived enough. Battled through enough. Hurt enough.
My BF called me Saturday. We talked for over a half ...1 Recommendation29 Comments -
My younger brother popped up on IM tonight, here is how the conversation began:
brother - "your trying to have a baby?"
me - "yes, we have been trying for years"
brother - "well I'm not around" (he lives out of state)
me - "why did you ask that now"
me - "didn't I tell you that recently?"brother - "Your gonna be an aunt before your a mot...1 Recommendation14 Comments -
This is for all of you who have lost a friend at sometime in your life and think of them from time to time...
I have always wanted to write about this but its a tough topic in my life. I have now decided to write about it because I want to get it out and talk about my good friend John who was not as fortunate in life as I. John moved to my neighborhood when I was really young...1 Recommendation14 Comments -
I finally had the guts to watch the trailer for the Under Our Skin documentary and with only 5 minutes in length it brought me to tears. Im not sure I think I can watch the whole thing...1 Recommendation7 Comments
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My friend was very sick when pregnant. At one point her kidneys and liver started to shut down. She sat at work with an IV and PIC line hooked up. She lost 25 lbs in the 4+ months she was pregnant. The baby always appeared to be okay though, despite her being sick and bleeding on and off. She saw a nutritionalist because of the weight loss. She needed to either gain or maintain over a week or the...1 Recommendation17 Comments
