Advertisement
Do you suffer from chronic pain?
Learn how straightening up can ease your pain
Chronic pain management tips
Learn how straightening up can ease your pain
Chronic pain management tips
More DailyStrength





Monday May 20, 2013
Tragic Stories
-
At 3:00am on July 28, 2008 I gave birth to a beautiful baby boy, Joshua Edward Fritzler. He was only 5 months old, weighed 1 pound, and was 10 inches long. He was with us in this world for a precious 45 minutes before passing on.
A funeral/burial will be held this week to honor Joshua.
A Prayer for Joshua Edward Fritzler
Never to have know you, but to have loved you.
Never to have held you,...
Advertisement"...theres no sac...
..could be ectopic, look she has a blood clot in her fallopian tubes...
..she has to go to the hospital...
..theres no chance for this pregnancy..."
my doctors words are stuck in my head.
im either having an ectopic pregnancy, which is life threatning, or im in the process of having a miscarriage.
i'm being admitted into the hospital in about an hour.
i honestl...
my father passed away. we were pretty close. he told my mother once, as long as he was alive i could stay in the house as long as i wanted to. she has always wanted me out of the house. dad thought about my health. my mother did not care for me. its the truth. now since he has gone to glory land she is in contol , she has her favorite sons. one of them is here. ...
Totally drained in all possible ways. the fact that im hating life and every second of it is eating mr from inside, if im not happy- i see no reason to live anymore! so i believe im done cutting imgoing to attempt my third time to commit hopefully this time i will put myself out of this crueltyI GIVE UP! Thank you to those who tried to help but i think I tried to get the help a bit too late and at a point where i feel I dont want help. I am tired and fed up of hurting and being in pain. I love myself too much to put myself though this on a daily basis. Even if the source of the hurt goes away does not mean you stop hurting. The pain remains it never goes away we just learn to live with...My uncle has had diabetes for a very long time. A few years ago it hit hard and now it's gotten so severe that he is "expected" to die any moment. He has gain green in both feet and refuses dialysis and a surgery that would put him with a feeding tube. There is no way to prepare for death but I have lost so much and so many people just since November 2012. On top of that, I have another uncle dyi...
Well, my uncle Terry passed away at aproximatly 1:00am this V.day morning. I'm horrible with death and have gone into a few panic attacks this morning. I'm having alot of trouble. The funeral is this Monday. I'm not prepared.I pulled these from texts my husband sent me from May till March.
Last night I kept picturing the face i loved, the arms that made me feel safe. I was missing him so much - I was forgetting all of the bad and just remembering how good I felt during those brief moments.
So I found these, that I'd put together for when i went for the restraining order. These were constant, almost daily. ...
I am just me. I drink when I do not want to, I have woken up to me having intercourse with meI do not want my partner to touch me,it makes me feel awful if he does, I have had sexting relationships with men besides my partner, I hate myself and think I am worthless. I wonder am I a waste?Wow, what a bummer, looking back over the past entries, thnigs have not changed!!!
how much longer can this go on? What is wrong with me?




1 
