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Thursday June 20, 2013
Painful Stories
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more bad news. im devistated.
yesterday morning i woke up around 6am and had a lot of strong abdominal pain. then i noticed that i was bleeding. right then my mom came out of her room to get ready for work and i told her. so i called my OB and waited for the doctor on call to call me back. i never met him before, but i told him what was going on and he was concerned because even though i ha...
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9 CommentsAdvertisementits crazy how a feeling can just overwhelm you within a matter of seconds, out of no where. how emotional pain can make you feel like you're unable to breathe, to have you on the floor crying not able to get back up.
the pain i have right now is indescribable.
because i know anytime from now to my actual due date, december 12, i would have josh in my arms. i was going to have a c-section done...1 Recommendation4 CommentsJust lonely, have been so very lonely. My best friend died in August 2006, and still she is missed.
Never been good at making friends. Our parents handicapped us that way, when my brother and I were at that stage, we were isolated. Never got over it.
There have been one or two friends, one of them has gone off to live by herself and cannot be contacted. The other mov...1 Recommendation4 CommentsSome day I will come to terms with what has happened within the past year. For the most part I'd rather die. They say it is better to have loved and been hurt than to have not loved at all. I call bullshit. I much rather would not have loved and to now be stuck with all these memories. Memories that never seem to leave your head. Memories that only bring you pain. Good memories, bad memories, ...1 Recommendation4 CommentsI feel like I'm drowning. So much loss at one time. I've taught myself at an early age to always hold my walls high. I've always put up a tough fight like I cannot be hurt. I heard someone say that I was tough and I broke down to my kees and cried to myself. I told her, that's just not true. I'm full of sorrows and wounds that cannot heal anymore, because once you've been hurt in the sa...1 Recommendation5 CommentsI had a bad night the other night. I cut 2 times and had to tell Shelie about it. I didn't want to but I do not keep secretes from her. I felt bad because she gets so sad that I hurt myself. I wanted to do more but knew better. I have so much going on right now in my life. It seems like I don't have time for myself. Just the time i take here.1 Recommendation5 Commentsmemory:
i think im 12 or 13 she decides she dosnt want me and is going to put me in care apparently i am ruining there home life. we go to a social services office where i am put in a room with her shes crying saying shes sorry but dosnt know wot else to do. i am so angry with her again she is picking the abuser over her own flesh and blood. we sit in the room for what seems like hours i ashume t...1 Recommendation5 CommentsI'm dying inside and the pain and hurt is getting too unbearable. Doing something stupid seems like the best thing right now. Why? Because the pain of loving someone and trusting them, takes everything from you and use you and leave you feeling like nothing. Feeling unwanted and unloved and a nobody in the end. I love me enough to not put myself through this pain and hurt anymore. Its an actual p...1 Recommendation3 CommentsI visited my beautiful daughter in the hospital today, she is in the final throes of acute alcoholism. She has a bacterial infection so one must suit up to visit her. She still carries on a pretty good conversation, but her mind wanders. I doubt she will ever leave where she is, possibly to a nursing home,
I had 2 brothers, no sisters, so I was thrilled when I ha...1 Recommendation5 CommentsI am very sorry that I have not responded to hugs and messages. I have been thinking of my DS friends and wanted to but have been in so much pain that I have been unable to because of the terrible almost non stop migraines and head pain I have been suffering with. I also feel very badly depressed and broken and lonely. My anxiety is high and I have&nbs...1 Recommendation9 Comments
