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Thursday November 26, 2009
STORY WALL
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So I spent some time this week feeling a little down because my stress level has gone up a bit. I started a new work assignmen...
by: awakendwoman
an Inspirational Story
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Yeah, still a little confused this morning. Last night was very difficult for me because of what I wrote in yesterdays entry. I went to bed and pretty much cried myslef to sleep . I guess in my mind I know what everyone says is correct, but my heart is having trouble beliving it. Its funny, I have told people here on DS to not let people step on them, to make sure they treat you right ...
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More »INSPIRATIONAL STORIES
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Until Christmas time of last year I still considered exfiance the great love of my life and was so mournful.
Now I am incredibly indifferent. When he talks to me if it isn't about our house or other financial matters I am only half listening.
He has been wanting a new job for weeks and talking about it. I hear "blah blah bla yada"
Just now he texted me "I got it!"
I thought ...1 Recommendation10 Comments
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low self esteem beatin me i feel pain deepwhy mise...
lovewins Jun 06, 2009
Saturday, June 6, 2009
low self esteem beatin me
i feel pain deep
why misery
why misery
marbles lost i cant be saved by therapy
legally insane eccentric
i am outta this world so dont try to get me
paranoia anxiety
like hell on earth
so why did they say u go to hell
cuz hell is earth
from birth a curse
of hell impendin doom killin my shell
i see no love but pain
life is like a prison cell
stuck in it i wanna yell
i feel like a baby...2 Recommendations14 Comments -
fuck the doctorsthey can suck my dickalmost left m...
lovewins Jan 13, 2009
Tuesday, January 13, 2009 |
fuck the doctors
they can suck my dick
almost left me to die in the er sick
said i was not ashmatic
i almost died in the street
coughing but no one cared to see
screw the haters i'ma live to be my own player
i just got my onw taste of fucked up reality
now it is about my money
tired of gettin bullied by the mothafuckn system
all my life was people's victim
now i am now gonna portray confidence
fuck t...3 Recommendations12 Comments -
i need the love of me to believe in only meso i ca...
lovewins Mar 03, 2008
Monday, March 3, 2008
i need the love of me
to believe in only me
so i can love thee
in a more readily fashion
my life loses passion
when i sulk about the past
people will be bad
but i can choose the silent golden path
to be happy to laugh
yes i do feel sick and stressed
it is hard to caress the sun
but i am a new one
who sees love as the kingdom
i feel like we forsake ourselves
for others to tell
us how to live well
sacrificin our ...7 Recommendations8 Comments -
new year in geari feel the pressure is in mindtime...
lovewins Dec 30, 2008
Tuesday, December 30, 2008
new year in gear
i feel the pressure
is in mind
time to let all out tonite
i was feelin a bit down
then i looked inside
i felt blind inside
i felt weak cuz i had an illness
why did i feel such BS
i am on DS
gettin all this help
yet i feel i have shit to prove to whom
my mind is fragile like a woman's womb
in need of love i talk to mom
then i ask god why am i lettin on
thoughts of despair
found out i needed...4 Recommendations10 Comments -
i am from new york cityi face misery hostilitystil...
lovewins Nov 25, 2008
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
i am from new york city
i face misery hostility
still i can breathe
i have big dreams
like owning a piece of a home
where i can have my family
no need to live halfway
i hate seeing day by day
the ghetto life of pain and hate
gotta make my wages
so i can pay my rent
and get off the stupid medications
with hope faith and meditations
bipolar i am for sure
with prayer i will endure
hate people tellin me i may be si...5 Recommendations8 Comments -
we talk and gossip alothow much we gotwe brag to t...
lovewins Dec 01, 2008
Monday, December 1, 2008
we talk and gossip alot
how much we got
we brag to the point of no mercy
a little money makes us greedy
we ask god for forgiveness
but we hold on to negative seeds
disabled and the poor suffer
and all u say u need a lover
we need to be thankful or lose our faith
i meditate pray to end my tormented shame
wish the world could change
but if money brings u love
then i am just gotta let u indulge in ur lus...4 Recommendations8 Comments -
all this staring and lokin at each other like stra...
lovewins Sep 22, 2008
Monday, September 22, 2008
all this staring and lokin at each other like strangers
is such an old adage i see as a hater
i am real to me
no need to attract nobody
i am a somebody
we need love
not prescipition drugs
love is us4 Recommendations8 Comments -
free of hate and shameyes i wanna be free of self ...
lovewins Jul 28, 2009
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
free of hate and shame
yes i wanna be free of self hatred
i get self consciuos
so i need some more confidence
maybe i feel so lackin in self
but god said i love u so don't feed nonsense to your health
can't live to please a world full of people
we can't be all about money
cuz when we do we invite evil
i wanna be free to love
to smile at a baby
to sit on a train
and not worry about ppl lookin at m...6 Recommendations5 Comments -
when i was down and outyour ass was makin me look ...
lovewins Mar 02, 2009
Monday, March 2, 2009
when i was down and out
your ass was makin me look like a little clown
who the fuck do u think i am
i smile and u think i am a damned
mothafuckin punchin bag
fuck u all who think i am gonna fall
fuck tryin to do shit your way
i am the man no games
all this tryin to stay sane
bullhist is impossible in a fucked up loveless soulless world
fuck this and that
i got one mind that
can see past the crap and tras...3 Recommendations8 Comments -
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caretaker... Dec 02, 2008
story: through the torchered eyes
Tuesday, December 2, 2008 |
through the torchered eyes
by andrew zlenka
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LsATT43Kp9w (to put u kinda in hte mood)
Agony is all the torchred prisoner held crying out in pain he trembled and collapsed ont...1 Recommendation10 Comments -
lord knows my painlord knows we achethe life we li...
lovewins Nov 27, 2008
Thursday, November 27, 2008
lord knows my pain
lord knows we ache
the life we live
got us feelin sick
some got aids
some got cancer
we need money not for war
but to solve the question
of why poverty is still pressin
in africa we need more money
not government oppression
hate is an issue of lack of self love
in a society where money is love
we lose trust
we start to lust
become another to become
a fake bust
what is the life that is so rea...4 Recommendations7 Comments -
Let Go by TD Jakes By T. D. Jakes There are people...
Cat67 Oct 12, 2008
Sunday, October 12, 2008 |
Let Go by TD Jakes
By T. D. Jakes
There are people who can walk away from you.
And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you: let them walk. I don't want you to try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you. I mean hang up the phone.
When people can walk away from you let them walk...2 Recommendations9 Comments
Saturday, June 6, 2009
low self esteem beatin me
i feel pain deep
why misery
why misery
marbles lost i cant be saved by therapy
legally insane eccentric
i am outta this world so dont try to get me
paranoia anxiety
like hell on earth
so why did they say u go to hell
cuz hell is earth
from birth a curse
of hell impendin doom killin my shell
i see no love but pain
life is like a prison cell
stuck in it i wanna yell
i feel like a baby...2 Recommendations14 Comments -
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