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when i was 16 i ran away from home.It was not because of anything wrong in my family,it was due to something else.I am the oldest of 4 two brothers and one sister.i mix with my family but i am not treated the same as my brothers or sister,or treated the same by my brothers or sister.ie they go on holiday together.go for days out together.see each other without asking me to come along too.i live 3 roads down from my sister,yet my mum and dad go to my siters houes a lot but dont come by to see me.also when gifts are given i dont get the best gift my mum will give my sister the nicest one.Its as if she gives me the gift so she dosnt feel she is treating us diferantly but she is.Both my brothers dont text or call unless i do first.but go to my sisters house alot.they go out with my sister alot too and its only now and again i am asked to come along if i find out about it manly.i find it hard when my mum or dad tell me "o your brother is going away for the weekend with your sister nest week".i feel like the black sheep in my family!!!
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Thankyou for all your replys it has helped me so much.I am going to spend some time with my friends that i do have.I am going to deepen the friendships that i do have.I had a drink with one of them today.
I am deeply thinking about having space between me and my family now.Its as if something in me has broken!!a longing to be looked apon as being in this family and part of them all.So many years of just feeling out of it all.Feeling hurt and rejected when they do things and dont ask me along! i am not going to shun them or reject them.but iam not running to them when they click there fingers anymore!as when i do that they just think they can do what they want to me and i will just let them do it!if they want to see me then they can come to me ring me,not the other way around.i am going to live my life and be with people who respect me and want to be with me!!!!
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Thankyou for all your replys it has helped me so much.I am going to spend some time with my friends that i do have.I am going to deepen the friendships that i do have.I had a drink with one of them today.

