Kidney stones, also known as nephrolithiases, urolithiases or renal calculi, are solid accretions (crystals) of dissolved minerals in urine found inside the kidneys or ureters. The...
I have asked for prayers many times on this board to the point I am sure you are all tired of this and frankly so I am. I am very tired of health issues and life issues. I am having surgery (small minor no big deal) on February the 12. I am not really asking prayer for the surgery. What I am asking prayer for is me. I have never been afraid about my health I have always viewed as one more mountai...
complete fricken failure!!! that's what I am , that's what I feel like and I am giving up.. I am so tired of being a failure and having all of this shit going on in my life time after time. I cant look anyone in the face anymore, I cant hold my head high and be proud of who I am. I am tired of sitting here day after day wasting away in pain and not being able to work. I am ti...
This is for all of you who have lost a friend at sometime in your life and think of them from time to time... I have always wanted to write about this but its a tough topic in my life. I have now decided to write about it because I want to get it out and talk about my good friend John who was not as fortunate in life as I. John moved to my neighborhood when I was really young...
HEY AALL YOU PRAYER WARRIORS OUT THERE. I AM STILL SMOKING. CAN'T HELP IT. THINGS THAT HAVE BEEN GOING THROUGH MY LIFE, WHICH HAS BEEN VERY TRYING.NEED ALL THE PRAYERS I CAN GET. I WANT TO BE ABLE TO WAKE UP ONE MORNING, AND HATE THE CIGARETTES. HOWEVER I DON'T THINK GOD WANTS IT THAT WAY. I BELIEVE HE WANTS ME TO GIVE THEM UP STILL LIKING THEM. AND MAN I HAVE TO TELL YOU ITS BEEN M...
yesterday was a rather sad day and proof to me that things in life can be hard no matter how small they are. last evening sadie, a chocolate lab I bought when I first moved out from home passed away. I owned her for five years or more and used her for hunting and a great family pet. she was run over once by me when she was a pup when my X let her out to see me when I came home from work one night...
I am afraid. Yes I know that God does not give the spirit of fear but of sound mind. I can quote you lots of verses. The thing is I have too many bad memories. Tomorrow I go to the spine surgeon to discuss the ct scan. Last time I had surgery I was suppose to have someone spend the night with me. My hubby had a gout attack and he went to the doctor and she sent...
I want to apologize for not being around much. I have just came in done what I hadd to do and left and not been much support for anyone and I am sorry. I am tired of pain. I have laid in my bed numerous time asking the Lord just to take me own home. He must not want me yet cause here I still set and in pain. I apologize for those who feel I took them for grante...
many times in my life things have bothered me and ate at me but tonight as I have said many times before I feel even more alone in this battle with lyme disease. first I want all of you who know me to know if you don't already how much my brother and his family means to me. he has two beatiful boys 5 and the other is 6 months old and he has a good wife.. the other night as we talk...
I am having really bad dreams Verging on night mares. I don't understand them at all. People who I have lost to death are in these dreams, but there still dead but they are alive. I have them back for a day for some reason. I wake up half wanting the dream to be true and half in a cold sweat. I don't understand them. My mother in law seems to be the one...
ok I know that i haven't written i quite sometime. Some of u know that my daughter has been recentley seeing her dad through his wife and it's hard to allow her to go knowing that her dad was not there for her when she needed him the most. He seemed to always put her on the back burner and I hated that. U guys also might know that he has a 8 yr. old by my ex best friend (which i must add ...