Irritable bowel syndrome (IBS) or spastic colon is a functional bowel disorder characterized by abdominal pain and changes in bowel habits that is not associated with any abnormali...
I know what I'm doing is not good for my body? Why haven't I been able to stop? My emotions don't seem to be the culprit. Getting obsessed over the tiniest things seems to be a trigger. Shopping is a trigger. I have to be more aware of negative self talk. It could be as little as "I am taking too long completing this goal". Actually, that's a very common comment I make t...
Hi, I am so I don't know how to put it in words. I don't know what to expect or what to do about this fibro and lupus diagnose. I feel so bad because my boys are finally at the age where I can really do things with them and half the time I don't feel good. I don't know I guess I just need to learn to live with this awful stuff. Thanks for reading.&nbs...
I dont even know where the fuck to start here. Yday when Britt finally got home, she had to BIG hickies on here neck. She had spent the night at a friends house. I called the girls gardian, she was as pissed as i was. The girls had left to go to the top town store. I called & told them to stay right where the were & i was picking them up. Britt wa...
Sometimes I ask myself why did they choose me? Why was I the target of all of the sexual abuse? How can a parent and grandparent find a 6 month old little girl sexually arousing? Why couldn't my father meet his sexual needs by having sex with his wife? Why couldn't my mother meet her sexual needs by having sex with her husband? Did they find each other unattractive enough that they had to...
Seems i cant do anything right anymore. W britt being sick the past couple wks, i guess ive not paid much attention to Honey aka Caitlyn. She went so far as to send me an email. This is the email she sent me: sence u wont talk to me at home i had to do this. it seems that u and dad dont want me arouned right now so i am asking if it is ok with u and dad if i can go to...
Happy Thanksgiving Everyone!!!! Hope that everyone had a nice Thanksgiving holiday as we spent it with family and friends. I enjoyed mine. It was nice to have a break from everything and get the chance to enjoy a nice meal with family that I don't get to see very much during the year. I am though, spending the rest of my Thanksgiving evening here at work until about 11pm tonight. Then I ...
HELLO, YA ALL THIS IS AN UPDATE AS TO MY HEALTH. MY CHRISTMAS WAS OK I SPENT MOST OF THE DAY IN RECLINER WITH MY FEET UP BECAUSE I HAVE BEEN IN SO MUCH PAIN. I HAVE FIGURED IT OUT. BETWEEN THE COLDNESS AND THE HAS MY FIMBROMYALGIA AND MS CAUSING ME TROUBLE. BOTH MY PRIMARY DOCTOR AND MY NUERO ARE TRING TO FIGURE OUT WHAT IS BEST OF ME. LIKE HAS SAID BEFORE THE OXYCODONE IS EASING THE P...
This is a request for prayer, big time and urgent! I only have one phobia and that concerns anything to do with my vision/eyes !! It now looks like I am developing macular degeneration! Which is when you lose central vision and the rest becomes cloudy! Not my idea of how I'd choose to live out my last years on planet earth. I see the optometrist on the 14th of this month, bu...
Is that my shadow on the wall? Or is that really me at all. I struggle so to see the truth--- In bygone days and loss of youth. I write with ink upon the page, And see such sadness and such rage. I don't know what to tackle here--- To stand up tall Or disappear. Is that me, still insecure, Wondering what I can endure? Is there hope for what is yet to be? Will I ever be content with me. I' m not a numb...