What is Irritable-Bowel-Syndrome-IBS
Irritable bowel syndrome (IBS) or spastic colon is a functional bowel disorder characterized by abdominal pain and changes in bowel habits that is not associated with any abnormali...
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Tuesday November 24, 2009
Sad Stories
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I still want to end my life the only reason I haven't yet is that I want to drive my son to my mother first so he will have a place to stay a while.I really think I have lost God and His help and that I am cursed and I think this may be hell I am living in and I just don't know that I am already dead.Sure can't find any reason or anyone that can make me believe that this is not hell.I...
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I can't seem to pull myself together i had soo many people that supported me during my pregnancy and they all have seem to left my side. I appreciate all of u that leave comments on my journal it's such a blessing to have the true support. The decision that i made was not an easy one. I didn't want anyone to suffer for the decision that i made. Noone. I cry even when i don't reali...1 Recommendation10 Comments
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I broke up with my boyfriend last night, so I figured this would be a good time to write a journal.
I knew it was coming, he knew it was coming, it was just one of those long drawn out moments.
I feel so sad about it all, he thinks I need to go fix myself, he thinks I'm so wrapped up in the term "depression" that I almost use it as an excuse to not make myself do things-he wasn't...1 Recommendation9 Comments -
I haven't written a journal entry in ages, but i am so fed up at the moment that i would rather give people the choice of reading this than sending a message to every-one. the last couple of weeks havent been good ones for me, my pain levels have been high and i've had a problem coping with them, but yesterday just broke me. I ended up in work yesterday blowing my top and brea...2 Recommendations12 Comments
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I am just so upset right now. Everything gone to shit, home life, DS life. All of it.
1 person basically said i was a bad mom. Well, i prolly am. For 2 wks i was worried sick bout someone & now that person is ignoring me. What the fuck did i do wrong?? I cared bout this person, thought he cared bout me too but i guess not. He doesnt even ha...1 Recommendation11 Comments -
I read things that britt writes. It makes me want to cry & its so hard holding it all in. I know im fooling myself. This is gonna take months of counceling. Can i handle that??? NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i dont think so.
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I'm sick, fighting some nasty viral thing, so needless to say i am not a happy camper. Kylie went back onto the vent yesterday. She has a lung infection, probably pneumonia. They have done cultures and are giving her antibiotics. If it isn't pneumonia, it may be a problem with one of the shunts that they put in her heart. That means a cardiac cath, then possibly more surgery. The one...1 Recommendation7 Comments
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Today I find myself seriously considering the lap band surgery. I saw my medical notes today, dr says I am now morbidly obese and without bariatric surgery my health will probably never improve. Said on my chart either pre-diabetic or diabetic.
I don't know what to do. I would like to try to do the diabetic diet again, as it worked for me when I was younger. But no that I am older I don't ...1 Recommendation10 Comments -
Thank you all for your love and prayers for Zoe. He died on the way to the vet's this morning. We are heartbroken and Krystal just broke down so bad when I called to tell her. He was her "baby" and as she says "best friend" . She needs lots of prayers. Thank you my dear DS family. I love you.
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I hate to be a drag. I am usually upbeat but I can't shake the feeling of guilt for not saving Zoe. Krystal is still so hurt and heartbroken over losing him. We all are. So hard to believe he is gone. Many may say, "It was only a cat." but we do not feel that way. He was a loving special member of our family an...1 Recommendation10 Comments
