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Just when i was really getting some self pity goin...
http://www.breitbart.com/article.php?id=D9C5DTGO3&show_article=1 ...I read this article about a guy stuck in a paralytic state following a car wreck, while his doctors mistakenly believe his...
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i am just so sick of it all ! had to have the FIRST surgery cuz of my valve. then during surgery, they fix a different one. then ,not even a month later,fluid around my stupid heart. ever since that 1st surgery-BECAUSE of the stupid st.Jude's mechanical mitral valve,i now have to take coumadin everyday ,for the rest of my life !!!!!AND- there are certain foods i must avoid because they have v...
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In All Ways A Woman
In my young years I took pride in the fact that luck was called a lady. In fact, there were so few public acknowledgments of the female presence that I felt personally honored whenever nature and large ships were referred to as feminine. But as I matured, I began to resent being considered a sister to a changeling as fickle as luck, as aloof as an ocean, and as frivolous as na...3 Recommendations5 Comments
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Opening presents and blowing out the candle on you...
AngelChri... Mar 19, 2008
Wednesday, March 19, 2008
Opening presents and blowing out the candle on your cake
These are all things in which you should partake
On this very special day - your first birthday
We can’t celebrate in the traditional way
Instead, a cake I made of artificial flowers - blue and white,
Will be left for you at your grave site
Balloons will be sent to you up above
With notes from your loved ones expressing their love
A special m...7 Recommendations29 Comments -
Why is love so hard to bear,When it hurts so much ...
illaya Sep 04, 2008
Thursday, September 4, 2008 |
Why is love so hard to bear,
When it hurts so much that you care,
When they hurt you so bad that you wanna die,
and yet somedays you feel as if you could fly,
Right up to the sky safe in their arms,
How easily you succum to their charms,
Why does something so good have to hurt,
Sometimes it feels like they're only after whats under your skirt.
Why does love have to hurt?
When you're happy everythi...1 Recommendation16 Comments -
i need the love of me to believe in only meso i ca...
lovewins Mar 03, 2008
Monday, March 3, 2008
i need the love of me
to believe in only me
so i can love thee
in a more readily fashion
my life loses passion
when i sulk about the past
people will be bad
but i can choose the silent golden path
to be happy to laugh
yes i do feel sick and stressed
it is hard to caress the sun
but i am a new one
who sees love as the kingdom
i feel like we forsake ourselves
for others to tell
us how to live well
sacrificin our ...7 Recommendations8 Comments -
new year in geari feel the pressure is in mindtime...
lovewins Dec 30, 2008
Tuesday, December 30, 2008
new year in gear
i feel the pressure
is in mind
time to let all out tonite
i was feelin a bit down
then i looked inside
i felt blind inside
i felt weak cuz i had an illness
why did i feel such BS
i am on DS
gettin all this help
yet i feel i have shit to prove to whom
my mind is fragile like a woman's womb
in need of love i talk to mom
then i ask god why am i lettin on
thoughts of despair
found out i needed...4 Recommendations10 Comments -
a long day!!! a...
daddyslit... Mar 29, 2008
Saturday, March 29, 2008
a long day!!!
a long day of misery,
a long day of pain,
a long day of heartache,
things will never be the same,
a long day of questions,
a long day with no answers,
a long day of whatevers,
damn i ran out of chances,
a long day trying to make things right,
a long day trying to get through,
a long day trying to make things better,
trying to work out what the hell to do,
a long day thinking things over,
a ...2 Recommendations12 Comments -
i am from new york cityi face misery hostilitystil...
lovewins Nov 25, 2008
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
i am from new york city
i face misery hostility
still i can breathe
i have big dreams
like owning a piece of a home
where i can have my family
no need to live halfway
i hate seeing day by day
the ghetto life of pain and hate
gotta make my wages
so i can pay my rent
and get off the stupid medications
with hope faith and meditations
bipolar i am for sure
with prayer i will endure
hate people tellin me i may be si...5 Recommendations8 Comments -
hey hunny bunnysitting on my laphow ya doing baby ...
daddyslit... Apr 20, 2008
my guardian angel ----i got you
Sunday, April 20, 2008
hey hunny bunny
sitting on my lap
how ya doing baby girl
coz i am feeling crap
but now im lookin at your smile
and im looking in your eyes
i know ya looking after me
there is no suprise
ya cuddle me wen im down
and i cuddle you right back too
we look after eacher
your the reason i made it through
ill hang onto this moment
when my tears hit ur skin
you take away all bad vibes
you take away all sin
my face suffoca...4 Recommendations9 Comments -
we talk and gossip alothow much we gotwe brag to t...
lovewins Dec 01, 2008
Monday, December 1, 2008
we talk and gossip alot
how much we got
we brag to the point of no mercy
a little money makes us greedy
we ask god for forgiveness
but we hold on to negative seeds
disabled and the poor suffer
and all u say u need a lover
we need to be thankful or lose our faith
i meditate pray to end my tormented shame
wish the world could change
but if money brings u love
then i am just gotta let u indulge in ur lus...4 Recommendations8 Comments -
all this staring and lokin at each other like stra...
lovewins Sep 22, 2008
Monday, September 22, 2008
all this staring and lokin at each other like strangers
is such an old adage i see as a hater
i am real to me
no need to attract nobody
i am a somebody
we need love
not prescipition drugs
love is us4 Recommendations8 Comments -
Christian's first birthday will be here very s...
AngelChri... Mar 14, 2008
Journal Entry for March 14, 2008
Friday, March 14, 2008 |
Christian's first birthday will be here very soon and I am having a hard time with this. I have been trying to come up with ideas to make it a special day, but it's just not the same without him here. I am so upset that I won't get to see him blow out his birthday candle or open birthday presents. I recently received a very nice letter from the Univ. or Maryland School ...1 Recommendation11 Comments -
lord knows my painlord knows we achethe life we li...
lovewins Nov 27, 2008
Thursday, November 27, 2008
lord knows my pain
lord knows we ache
the life we live
got us feelin sick
some got aids
some got cancer
we need money not for war
but to solve the question
of why poverty is still pressin
in africa we need more money
not government oppression
hate is an issue of lack of self love
in a society where money is love
we lose trust
we start to lust
become another to become
a fake bust
what is the life that is so rea...4 Recommendations7 Comments -
i see dreams but i rather be present with mei pay ...
lovewins Aug 21, 2008
Thursday, August 21, 2008
i see dreams but i rather be present with me
i pay more attention
to you than to me
but i get bored with apprehension
than i turn to read
maybe my ipod will help me breathe
yes god loves me
i am you in many ways
let me stop trying to gaze
at the place where i see people go insane
cuz i too go a bit insane
livin in a world of pain
still i see lover's reign
park full of kids today
makin love still makes the...4 Recommendations7 Comments
Wednesday, March 19, 2008
Opening presents and blowing out the candle on your cake
These are all things in which you should partake
On this very special day - your first birthday
We can’t celebrate in the traditional way
Instead, a cake I made of artificial flowers - blue and white,
Will be left for you at your grave site
Balloons will be sent to you up above
With notes from your loved ones expressing their love
A special m...7 Recommendations29 Comments -
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