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Still did the same shit again, shows I'm weak and a complete fool. I agreed to let him come over for lunch after he said he cant earlier but I had already stepped out and was told I will be back in t...
More »MEMBERS IN NEED
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I'm dying inside and the pain and hurt is getting too unbearable. Doing something stupid seems like the best thing right now. Why? Because the pain of loving someone and trusting them, takes everything from you and use you and leave you feeling like nothing. Feeling unwanted and unloved and a nobody in the end. I love me enough to not put myself through this pain and hurt anymore. Its an actual p...
More »INSPIRATIONAL STORIES
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I have had a few good days strung together this week, nonetheless.
I am feeling REALLY good about some of the positive changes I've made lately, and feeling like the meds are really working. We just recently upped the SSRI cuz I was still feeling really on edge and especially bad during "that time of the month", but with the new dosage, I'm feeling a lot more relief.
The other day, i actually a...
More »POETRY CORNER
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I HATE SEEING PPL SUFFER LIFE IS GETTING TOUGHER ...
painedlover May 20, 2013
Monday, May 20, 2013
I HATE SEEING PPL SUFFER
LIFE IS GETTING TOUGHER
WE NEED MORE THAN PART TIME LOVERS
MORE TRUST NEEDED
TO HAVE LOVE BE BELIEVED IN
WE ARE BLEEDING
POLITICIANS SCHEMING
WE DREAMING
PAST ALL THE DEMONS
WE ALL NEED A REASON
TO KEEP FAITH IN ALL SEASONS
WE BREATHING
TRYIN TO NOT LOOK ANEMIC
I HATE SEEING HOMELESSNESS
I HATE SEEING DEPRESSION
I HATE SEEING YOU SUFFER LONELINESS
SOCIETY NEEDS BETT...
SUNSHINE LLULLABY HIGH LIKE BLUE SKIES SHE IS DI...
painedlover May 20, 2013
Monday, May 20, 2013
SUNSHINE LLULLABY
HIGH LIKE BLUE SKIES
SHE IS DIVINE
SERENE AND SHY
APPLE OF MY EYES
HER LOVE NEVER DIES
SHE IS DELIGHT
I HATE WHEN SHE CRIES
she is perfectly flawedI already posted this in the forum, but wanted it ...
AK32 Mar 22, 2013
Friday, March 22, 2013
I already posted this in the forum, but wanted it here for my own records as well:
Depression Robbed Me…. 3/14/13
Depression robbed me of my dignity
Depression robbed me of my pride
Depression knew just where to find me
When I tried so hard to hide
This disease has taken away my beauty
This disease has taken away my drive
This disease would not leave me
No matter how hard I prayed ...
Carry on! So you found another girl? So I've go...
Heavensbu... Feb 13, 2013
Wednesday, February 13, 2013 |
Carry on!
So you found another girl?
So I've got to lose for your thrill?
You'd rather listen to your head than your heart?
You do what you do.
While I run out of reasons to stay avalible for you.
Carry on.
You don't want it?
Then you don't deserve it.
I fought for you.
You won't fight for me?
So carry on.
I've sat in tears.
You hid making fun of my illness.
I always sat around waiting for yo...
I wrote this poem a really long time ago and wante...
AK32 Feb 11, 2013
Monday, February 11, 2013
I wrote this poem a really long time ago and wanted to share it with all of u
1/13/03
Delving deeper into my solemn solitude
My thoughts are nonsenical it seems
Almost as if its some horrific dream
Uncontrollable, unpredictable, i cant find its source
It waxes and wanes on an uncharted course
As if a miniscule speck lost amidst
Upon the endless waves of the sea i drift
A cavernous, awes...
They say you are in heaven.They say you are with t...
IDidThisT... Aug 27, 2008
Wednesday, August 27, 2008 |
They say you are in heaven.
They say you are with the angels.
They say you are in a better place.
But I say I am with an angel,
Because in my heart you are with me.This is a song...already messaged it to one friend...
AK32 Apr 02, 2013
Tuesday, April 2, 2013
This is a song...already messaged it to one friend...my husband wrote the music (he plays guitar), and I wrote the lyrics, and can sing them as well ;)
(dont worry....this one's not about depression)
Falling Awake 07/23/03
I lay awake my thoughts are drilling into the silence
As i await the blissful blinding that is sleep
And I am drifting now, my memories are muted
The pain appeases as I float i...
Darkness Visible ...
AK32 Apr 01, 2013
Monday, April 1, 2013 |
Darkness Visible 03/31/2013
Torn and twisted, tortured, sordid, tainted, turning mind.
Darkness, dankness, depths of sorrow, desperate search to find.
Some sort of light or way to climb back up out of the abyss.
Need some rope or tools to assist me on my quest.
On the borderline, on the ledge, on the verge, on the precipice, teetering over the edge....
ok, this one is not mine. It was written by anonym...
AK32 Apr 02, 2013
Tuesday, April 2, 2013 |
ok, this one is not mine. It was written by anonymous after the Sandy Hook Elementary shooting. This was an event that shook me HARD< real HARD.... As a teacher and Director of a school of 350 children, of which 100 are k and 1st graders, this was a very difficult thing for me to process. It shook me to my core and took me a long time to grieve. I felt like these kids were my kids, and my kids...
"Perfectionists try to live up to some imaginary b...
TheMoonsS... Feb 15, 2013
Friday, February 15, 2013 |
"Perfectionists try to live up to some imaginary benchmark because their sense of self-worth depends on it, or because they feel the need to keep up a facade. Staying in control becomes all-important, and mistakes are intolerable. Somewhere, somehow, there's a critic keeping track. And there's no such thing as resting on your laurels. A perfectionist does not feel peace.&n...
Show me something! Show me something like you... ...
Heavensbu... Feb 13, 2013
Wednesday, February 13, 2013 |
Show me something!
Show me something like you...
GIVE A DAMN
Like you...
Think I'm WORTH SOMETHING
Like you...
Didn't just USE me
Like you...
Didn't just ABUSE me
Show me something before the door jams shut
I'm stuck in a rut because...
I love you but you want me to hate you
Care for you but you want me to become like you
Submissive to your will
Well I don't want to
I don't want to....
But you..
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When I look back at my life, I see all the things...
tabby2010 Jan 25, 2013
Friday, January 25, 2013 |
When I look back at my life,
I see all the things I’ve done wrong,
The heartache and the strife,
I thought I was unbreakable and strong.
How I wish I could turn back time,
Just so I could change things, it’s true,
My life’s been an unspeakable crime,
When all I really needed was you.
I had been to hell and back,
But somehow knew I was never alone,
And when my blue skies turned bla...
Monday, May 20, 2013
I HATE SEEING PPL SUFFER
LIFE IS GETTING TOUGHER
WE NEED MORE THAN PART TIME LOVERS
MORE TRUST NEEDED
TO HAVE LOVE BE BELIEVED IN
WE ARE BLEEDING
POLITICIANS SCHEMING
WE DREAMING
PAST ALL THE DEMONS
WE ALL NEED A REASON
TO KEEP FAITH IN ALL SEASONS
WE BREATHING
TRYIN TO NOT LOOK ANEMIC
I HATE SEEING HOMELESSNESS
I HATE SEEING DEPRESSION
I HATE SEEING YOU SUFFER LONELINESS
SOCIETY NEEDS BETT...

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