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9 months ago, I walked over to my baby girls crib to find her laying there blue and lifeless, I never thought in a million years that this would happen to me. I hate that it has, I can't believe that 9 months ago, my world as I had known it came crashing down around me. 9 months ago I was still sitting numb in an ER hospital room, waiting for my sweet princess to "wake" up. 9 months...
get this, so I went to the cemetary today on lunch to take Ari some fresh flowers, I was with my friend who I work with, and there was another plot open meaning that another baby was moving in, so Ari's plant and her flower pot were moved aside, and there were wooden slabs with the dirt on her headstone, so I pick up the pot to see how they disconnected the chain from the pot to the...
So, am I wrong in this? My husband called his mom to tell her we were having Jakob's birthday party Friday, on His birthdy at 7 pm. First, she was like...who? Jason said, Jakob's. She went on to tell us his uncle planned his cousin's birthday party that day. Planned his childs birthday party on my Jakob's day. And she would have to figure something ou...
I don’t understand anything! How can a baby possibly choke on his vomit during sleep? When I found, Daniel, there was no vomit on the bed, just saliva, so he did not vomit anything out. Nothing came out, nothing! He was 4 months and 4 days old; he was a happy, strong and healthy baby. I thank God he was healthy and that I was able to stay home to take care of him! He had never gotten sick i...
I swear everyone around me is either a new mother or pregnant. This weekend my family is holding a baby shower for my cousin and my cousins wife. One is due in Nov, the other on Xmas day. Everyone is pressuring me about going to this damn baby shower. I thought I was going to be okay with it. But this week has been pretty rough. They are getting ready to put up...
It seems like the closer I get to having Dylan, and the closer we get to Jakob's one year Angel day, the more upset and anxious I get. I cried for three hours non-stop today when I left my psychiatrist. I am not even exactly sure I can pinpoint why, or what triggered it. I cant really explain how I feel today, I just know it isnt good. I went to see Jakob when I left, ...
Well, my mom is in the hospital, along with my grandmother, they are in the same hospital that Ari was born in and passed away in, I still can't get anywhere near the ER, but I toughed it up and go thru the front doors, and completely avoid the ER, it's still too hard to go in there, it took every ounce of my strength just to get thru the doors the first time, but once I did it I was fine...
So yesterday I finally got the nerve to contact the woman from the Dept of Health who was from the SIDS program to see if they could refer me to a type of grief counseling or something like that, I had left her a message and she called me back this morning....well, she had nothing except for the obvious..call around. So what good was she, she came to the house and spoke to us about SIDS and...
What is it with doctors? Is it in Miami Florida only? I think I need to keep changing all the ones I see. I feel a need to blame the pediatrician for maybe not diagnosing my son’s reflux problem properly and for not ever referring him to a specialist. I guess we all apparently thought that Daniel was doing much better. So either he wasn’t better at all as we thought or he just had a f...
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