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Welltoday is the day I broke Ty's heart. We waited 3 weeks in between having sex. Because I had had my fix for a week, then we went out of town to visit family for a week, and then we got home.. Still sexless. Last night I get my chance to have him dominate me.. play with me, please me. We get into bed.. and he bores me so bad, I fake it for him in the rare times I made noise. So today h...
Well things havent improved since I last updated u all on my situation. On Wednesday my mom was admitted to the psych ward at the local hospital. Apparently her schizophrenia which I just recently learned of, is out of control and she has had a nervous meltdown of some sort. I was told that they were only going to be able to keep her for 3 days since she signed herself in at the advice of her psy...
Do you know what it's like to watch you kill yourself night after night,and not be able to do a thing about it? You stumble around with exhaustion from 11 hrs a day in the scortching heat and come home and mix it with 2-4 Scotches a night, stumbeling to bed when y...
My friends, I am really pissed at my government. I want to know why, a country with as much money as the USA has, money that's spent on war, why do both parent in a family have to work so damn hard to provide for their families. Why shoul health care, education, food, and any basic stapple cost so damn much. Do you know how many people in this country we could have helped with the ONE TRILLION...
I didnt get the job My boyfriend of 4 years is walking out b/c of my depression I have no insurance, my teeth are KILLING me no one is buying copies of my book no one is interested in my paintings around here my joints are getting worse the screw in my left wrist either disconnected, or the bone re-separated, but i cant afford to fix it, so it just hurts I want to die.
I just returnedfrom avisit that exhausted me frommy cfs and have been accused by my entire family that I am using iv drugs...never have and never will! I had a pudding and left a spoon besside the bed at my cousins house. It snowballed from there andnow I am labeled What should I do. This has hurt my mom and dad and have put bad thoughts into their head
I feel wild, untamed broken, unclaimed sad and ashamed I have failed again. Lost and confused twisted inside, and used useless, and abused I failed again. Shattered, and crying I feel like hiding solves nothing by dying but I have failed again. I want to scream I want to hit something I want to hide I cant face myself right now. I can't stand myself I can't stand others I can't stand those who l...
To all of the people who saw my rant, and my journal and replied in kindness thank you. to those who responded telling me to grow up, I understand I took the negative approach to getting my pain out, and I apologize. I hope you can accept it. FOr those wanting to know how she is... here's the update. I went up to the hospital last night to see her, she's still sedated still in the ICU. She...
sometimes im glad he is gone and sometimes i miss him. Weird hey. he actually told me he didnt like me and then later denied saying it. i guess i used to have that effect on people. im not clingy anymore. mabey part of me has given up on society. I saw the true colours, the things we arent suposed to see about humanity. i saw them . things walt disney tells us isnt true.&nb...
I am ready to cry, I have been typing a note for the past 20 mins and because my hands are being stupid and shaking I hit a button and it all erased! I seriously hate my life. Today hasnt been a good day at all. It started last night when I was really drugged up I decided to try to make peace with my ex best friend and salvage our friendship. He quit being my friend because I gave his gf hints tha...