Advertisement




More DailyStrength
Health Event Calendar
See what's new on the site
Step-by-step Tutorials
How to use DailyStrength
We're on Facebook
Check out our page
Follow us on Twitter
Read our tweets
Get Cool DS Stuff
Shirts, Hats, Baby Wear
Discussion:
1 step forward, 2 steps back
Watch this 
View More Posts Ignore
I know ya'll can relate to the toll the nonstop roller coaster ride of HS takes on us sometimes. Today I am so frustrated that I have like no damn energy at all. I have been feeling better this week until today and its like damn I would have rather felt a little shitty every other day this week to not feel so damn lousy today....and being as I have HS...when I feel that I got hit by a truck feeling, I know it means I will probably start tomorrow and have another lovely sore or three.

why is it I have been sitting here for two hours now trying to muster up the energy to walk around my neighborhood? The weather is perfect here and the sun makes me feel better and I walk in cotton shorts so it doesn't really aggravate my sores or cause new ones, thankfully...but still have I put on my tennis shoes or charged my phone so I can listen to pandora on the walk or anything...no b/c I feel like crap.

Thanks ya'll for being here and being candid in your experiences and supporting one another. I am going to take some tylenol and a vit d and make myself go outside and appreciate the weather before it gets kill your grandmother hot out here again. I live in Phoenix, the summers are super hot but dry so it's not so bad actually, much better than hot and humid. :)

I hope everyone has a great weekend. Just knowing ya'll are out there (like the aliens, sorry I'm guessing I have a fever if I am making dumb jokes that only make me laugh)...anyways knowing ya'll are out there and can relate helps so much.
Posted on 02/24/12, 06:38 pm
12 Replies | Most Recent Add Your Reply
Reminder: This is a support group for Hidradenitis Suppurativa. We trust you will do your best to remain positive and helpful. For more information, see our rules of the road.

You may also create your own Member Groups where you can moderate the discussion.
Comment:
Email me when others reply to this topic help
View More Posts Ignore
Reply #1 - 02/24/12  8:42pm
" I definitely struggle with fatigue and I often feel really sad and don't want to get up and face the day.I hate saying that but its true..the last week or so has been really hard for me to get up and feel happy about my day.I have 4 new sores right now and they hurt and are wiping me out.Its frustrating :( and I felt sad today because I realized I am getting so used to having them and used to the pain that its weird when I have days that I feel good.I'm sorry you are not feeling good :( I wish we lived in the same state! it would be nice to have a workout partner who understands the challenges HS presents with working out. "
View More Posts Ignore
Reply #2 - 02/24/12  9:18pm
" I feel the same way ive been trying to lose weight but im constantly in fear of getting a new sore :( I havnt had.any new ones lately but it makes the area under my arm really aggravated. "
View More Posts Ignore
Reply #3 - 02/25/12  4:46am
" I hate that fear :-/ and I mostly struggle with sores on my inner thighs when I work out.Seems like that area gets really aggravated when I work out. "
View More Posts Ignore
Reply #4 - 02/25/12  1:04pm
" Yeah, I get them on my inner thighs too...when I first started getting them I thought it was because my thighs rub when I walk. I bought a cheap pair of cotton shorts that are way too big at Walmart and it seems to help. I still wear tank tops to walk or hike as most of my armpit ones are below my bra line and unless I all lifted my arms up no one would ever know. I never wear them other than that as I am too self conscious about my gut at the moment. I also almost always hang out in my house in one of my pj dresses...all cotton and loose that seems to help my skin breathe. I am fortunate that its just me and my man in our apt and so dread when his family visits b/c he is old fashioned Puerto Rican and wants me covered up like head to toe so it sucks b/c I break out from wearing clothes too long.

The vit d seems to help a bit with the fatigue. I just started taking it Sunday. I had a coupon and it was buy 1 get 1 so it pretty cheap.

I used to just sleep more when I felt lousy but since I moved to FL and back and gained like 30 lbs last year I sweat like a crazy lady in my sleep now. When we lived there I thought it was the humidity. I even got a dehumidifier and was still hot all the damn time. When I bailed out 6 months after moving to Tampa and maxed my credit cards to move back to AZ, I thought it would go away. Now I think I may be postmenopausal as my mom went through it early and I am 33 now. I am trying to pull off the 30lbs and maybe like another 30 after that to see if my night sweats stop and my HS improves a little. I know losing weight doesn't fix it but I think the healthier lifestyle it takes to loose weight helps me. So I made a carrot, pineapple and frozen broccoli smoothie in my vitamix this morning....this is amazing progress, I never would have drank a veggie in my 20's. I pretty much lived on sonic and taco bueno in college and after b/c I was single and it was easier.

So here is to a new day...I am headed to a girlfriend's to pay just dance 3 on the WII...I just tired it yesterday and tease Ragan that she has closet cheerleading skills b/c she is way better at it than me but I am competitive and its a helluva workout and hopefully I won't be in pain. The haung lian stuff works as far as that goes. I don't have any draining sores or real swollen red ring under the surface painful ones at the moment...wait till Aunt flo shows up and that will probably change.

I wish we all lived in the same town too...I am so lonely in PHX. I only have one girl friend here and she came from OK too...she doesn't have HS but she is a member of the fat girl club too...

Random, I know but if you like to read, Laurie Notaro is the funniest author I know....go to the library and get anything by here and you will laugh out loud and want to pee your pants and some of the crazy shit she says. She always cheers me up when I need it. "
View More Posts Ignore
Reply #5 - 02/25/12  1:07pm
" my bad on not proofreading...I have a effin degree in English and edit on side and can't even blame auto text... haha "
View More Posts Ignore
Reply #6 - 02/25/12  2:31pm
" I know how you feel by taking care of my daughter with DS. Last night she has a nice sized lesion forming on the top of her buttocks. and I am thinking well, what have we done differently to deserve this sweet little alien ( nothing) she started her period on the 23rd so I can only guess this is hormone related..( pisses me off)...... and yes, she is more tired when she has breakouts..... am so sick of this damned disease....I already have her on a low carb diet and refuse to put her on nothing but chicken and broccoli so in plain english..... I HATE WATCHING HER SUFFER WITH HS~ so I know how you feel...... hugs, Tangerinebear xo "
View More Posts Ignore
Reply #7 - 02/25/12  4:17pm
" I feel for you Tangerine Bear...I sometimes think it is harder to watch your loved one suffer than to be the one suffering. Kudos to you for being such a great Mom! "
View More Posts Ignore
Reply #8 - 02/25/12  4:50pm
" The other night at the circus I was sitting in the arena wondering....does any one else have hs in here??? I just wish I knee one person (besides my family) in person who had this a female that I could befriend and she would understand when I had an ouchie!!!! My sil thinks im exaggerating when I say im in pain and cant go jogging and it pisses me off to no end!!!! :( "
View More Posts Ignore
Reply #9 - 02/25/12  7:10pm
" I love the circus and can relate to wondering who has HS....I do that sometimes too.

I have mixed emotions about talking about my HS to non-HSers now as I feel like its draining and mutually frustrating when someone suggests something meaning well but they just don't get it and then they have some emotional reaction when I try to politely say that isn't the solution for me or been there done that or are you freaking kidding..it varies person to person.

I think that helps cope in a way, like the more I suck it up the higher my pain tolerance and more power my mind has over my physical being....sometimes that's an epic fail. I feel like HS makes us bipolar...I remember trying to almost prove I was when I was 18...I had so much anxiety and panic attacks and then would be cool and feel great like I was floating on clouds at other times. It seemed like a brain chemistry issue.....now all these years later, I think it was HS and I felt good when it was minimal and depressed/fatigued when it was flaring up long before it ever reached the surface of my skin.

I am rambling about this now b/c I noticed a lot of us have anxiety and panic attack issues and am wondering how that relates to our HS. I am seriously thinking about trying to get into medical school to learn more and then go a natropathic route and get a ND with the MD so I can open a clinic that treats HS from a more compassionate non pharmaceutical approach. Just wish I was a trust fund kid to pay for it all. "
View More Posts Ignore
Reply #10 - 02/25/12  8:33pm
" Thanks Mixie for your sweet comments :O) tangerinebear xo "

First | Previous | Page: 1 2 | Next | Most Recent Add Your Reply
Advertisement


More From Around the Web