Hepatitis C Support Group

well first of all, thanks to everyone who supported me during tx. I really do hope we all come out of this alive and happier for isn't that the goal? I know what its like to suffer on tx and I also know there are worse things like cancer or never being able to walk or worst of all, not being able to appreciate anything good in life. This tx makes you forget all the good and so it takes work and some very good friends to help remind you. I haven't wanted to come back to daily strength since my tx ended as it was a source of strength during a really hard time in my life and yet it reminds me of the pain that I just recently got free of. But I couldn't get you guys out of my mind for long. I just want to say to those who are still in it and feeling crazy and alone, someone else has been there too and is there where you are. It does get better, but it takes what feels like an eternity to get there and it is accomplished one breath at a time. It doesn't seem to go fast enough. Don't listen to your mind on this stuff, it lies to you, that is what I found. You are putting poison into your body to kill the virus so what do you think you're gonna feel like? try not to do what I did and expect to feel better everyday and be disappointed that I didn't. It humbles you! Not many of us like that! You will survive this whatever the outcome, but there is one who can help you through the darkest times. His name is Jesus. He saves and redeems and comforts. He is life itself and he has all power! May you find him in your darkest times on your knees and weeping. That is what happend to me. He is there, if you cry out he will here and comfort you in your distress. This is for those who are desperate and have turned everywhere else thay can think of and have found no release. In this place with Jesus you will be safe. You will have the pain still, but you will be held in love and that will see you through. You can trust that, believe that and hold strong to that. Jesus is my daily strength and my prayer and hope is that you will let him be yours too.
Posted on 07/04/09, 09:07 pm