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Papillomaviruses [ Human papillomavirus ] are a diverse group of DNA-based viruses that infect the skin and mucous membranes of humans. More than 100 different human papillomavirus...
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I found out i had GW HPV in DEC/08, I have been battling ever since. Tried Aldara....the pain from that was unbearable, and it would just come back a week later..so didn't find much of a point going through all that pain for nothing..gave it a good go of 5 months....tried freezing...didn't find that it hurt that much at all....but still came back....so now at my wits end i'm scheldule for laser surgery to remove these buggers...whcih is just to many to count now.
My question is has anyone every done laser for this? and i'm goign to scar and be disfigured down there, ever worse sexual function????. I'm scared ot death to be put under..i never been good dealing with it. i'm scared of the pain. i'm very depressed by this...i feel like a dirty shank...ruined my relationship haven't been with my bf in a year becuase of this. I really can't se an end..i have a bad case...all i do is cry. I really would like to rip the balls of the guy who gave me this. Please please someone help me....i don't know where to turn to anymore...doctors are no help in answering questions..hey just don't care,cold and leave the room, while your exposed, if i didn't feel like a dirty shank then i do now... just sad i used to be this very outgoing girl...now i'm anti-social, scared, weak and disgusting. I just need this to end.. i can't take it anymore been a year...i'm done seriously...any longer and i'm so just going to end it. Posted on 11/02/09, 02:11 am |
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It takes a long time to get to a normal place again, I was diagnosed in 07 and still have a hard time with it. At first, I felt many of the same emotions you are dealing with, (scared, dirtiness, etc.), and those are normal feelings. The thing that is baffling about this virus is that so many people have different reactions to it. It sounds like your body is having a hard time fending for itself. So, you must make some lifestyle changes.
I would first find a doctor that is willing to listen to your concerns. Some doctors have terrible bedside manners and give no hope. But you know what? There is hope, you can fight this virus into a dormant stage. I know it seems bad now, but it will get better, it just takes time. Please stay positive, keep believing. We're here for you. 
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Sorry to hear that ypu're having such a hard time. Hopefully the next procedure will help. You may want to try helping your body fight the virus also (and not just dealing w/ the symptoms). I just found a natural supplement that I found out about on some other HPV support communities called Papillex. It's a natural supplement w/ ingrediants shown to help boost/support your own immune system. I've been taking it for about 3 wks. Also quit smoking/drinking, eat a healthy diet w/lots of fruits/veggies, leafy greens.
REMEMBER.... you're not alone in your battle against HPV! depression is natural (we all feel like that when we first find out) but you should definitely speak to someone about you're feelings about "ending it"
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Depression has a "Crisis Center" apart from "General Depression" They may be able to help you as they have a number of people that feel the same way, "Life is to painful; I want it to end!"
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I have done things. I excerise, i do yoga now to help with stress. I don't eat any crap now, i don't drink or smoke, i take vitamins. i even go to a naturopath to hel[ boost my immune system..i even even done accupurte and tried naturel remeides...but nothing still....i still take immune boosters tho
I just feel like i'm fighting i losing battle and this will never go away and i can never have a relationship ever again in my life and i will just die alone. please keep me updated on how that papillex helps you, i'm curious but worry about internet things that claim to be a cure...a lot of crap out there. I have been seeing a counsler for 5 months now...it has helped yes...but i still have my fears. I just don't know what else to do...this can't take me over this has to go away!..this is not fair!!!!
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lostkat...nevr said that Papillex was a cure and neither do they..there is no cure...it's just an intense natural supplement thatjust helps strengthen your body. Icould just as easily buy each item (which i researched BEFORE buying the Papillex..and found that it was easier and cheaper). I NO there's no cure HOWEVER ..that being said I KNOW that medical science overlooks/disregards the contributions that "natural science"can have. I'm glad that you're getting help..and try to stay positive..
I won't know if my body suppressed the hpv till march @ my next visit.
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Ok so i'm going to my pre-opp appt tomorrow...a little nervous have so many questions about the laser surgery.
Roses711..I find your posts are contricting... i have read that you been taking this papillex for 2 weeks, 3 weeks, a couple months...that your next about is in march or april...you do give good advice which i do apprecaite but it sounds like your just peddling this supplement. If your are please stop...i can't deal with any more false hope.
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lostkat:
FIRST of all..I'M OUTRAGED that you think/print that I'm "peddling" ANYTHING!! I've only been giving advise on things that I have done to help myself..if you choose to do it ..fine..and if not..then fine!! I've read from other hpv ppl about it..read info on it and since MOST docs don't tell their patients about "natural" ways.. IIF YOU THINK THAT YOU READ ME GIVING ANYONE FALSE HOPE..YOU NEED TO READ AGAIN!! I've NEVER said anything was a cure/definite/etc..only things that have been shown to HELP your body..everyone is different and their body is different SECOND...my posts HAVEN'T been conflicting... I found out i have high risk HPV on Sept.28 2009 and was told to come back in 6 months for a follow up..end of march OR beginning of April. THIRD... I TAKE BEING HERE SERIOUSLEY..and have found that passing along any info that I've read about from reputable sources could possibly help someone else. Please be more careful before you accuse someone and their integrity...
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