What is HIV
HIV (also known as human immunodeficiency virus, and formerly known as HTLV-III and lymphadenopathy-associated virus) is a retrovirus that primarily infects vital components of the...
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Tuesday November 24, 2009
Sad Stories
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I know I don't keep up wtih this site as much....i've been doing pretty good until i've had a i don't know what to call it...episode...and i've had these over and over again....after peter i promised myself i wouldn't have sex with another person until i waited and was comfortable...well the guy i' m kissing in my pictures is not my boyfriend...he's someone i talke...
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this sucks i ran into my ex tonight who gave me hiv with his ne be meanwhile he is texting me telling me how great it is to see me.....i am the untouchable...i hate this i don't know where to go what to do what to say i son't like this group i have no choice of belonging to....all men i meet want to use me...and toss me aside.....it's been 6 mos....this disease gets worse how am i sup...1 Recommendation8 Comments
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Bear went into surgery yessterday, but he is not doing as well as they had hoped. They cut back the pain meds, to see if thats what was making him wobbly. They say he did collapse again when they were trying to take him out. I am very nervous and very sad. I am hoping that it is just a matter of time and that he will spring back and come home and be my dog for a while longer after all this especi...1 Recommendation3 Comments
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I'm fed up with life!! I can't take these rollercoaster moods and shit anymore!! One minute I'm fine, the next I'm wanting to carve my arms up with the closest thing to a blade I can grab. The misery of this depression is too fucking much for me to take. Tomorrow I have an appointment with my psych doc and I'm SO not looking forward to it because all he's gonna...1 Recommendation5 Comments
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2008 has been less than kind to me and my pets. First I had to put my dog Mombo down in January, then my frogs died and now, my favorite kitty has been missing for 5 days. I will also be parting with Irwin the Lizard once my niece gets her own home. It is getting less like a zoo around here all the time.
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I am trying to hold on while I care for my little guy. DL thinks that I am crazy for taking care of him the way I do and for spending the money on him to get him well. Winter is 16 years old and on October 1st he will be 17. I am not unrealistic about his age and that he is an older kitty. It is not enough though for me to just give up on him because he is older. He still looks like a kitten and ...1 Recommendation4 Comments
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Today has been one fucked up day. I was having a relatively good day... but this afternoon I screwed up. We had a depo scheduled of an adjuster and they’re supposed to send their file to us before the depo. We assumed we hadn’t gotten it, when all along it was next to my desk in a box. I should have had it organized, in a binder, ready to go.. Instead, I gave it to my boss in a pile.
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I am new to this so I apologize if this entry is a bit awkward. I guess I have been lucky for the most part with my dealing with HIV. I haven't had any major problems or sicknesses other than a couple of times with adverse reactions to medication. I haven't had any major bouts with depression either. I've just dealt with what I've had to deal with and didn&...1 Recommendation4 Comments
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This is nothing related to HIV but I'm putting it in my journal anyway. I'm okay today...I feel a little lonely and down. I noticed since my separation, I feel lonely at times and. I am seeing a therapist to help deal with my separation and she has given my some things that I can do to keep myself busy. But I find the more I do..it still doesn't make up for the fact that I still feel ...2 Recommendations3 Comments
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just lost the love of my life,dont know what to so I feel like I am going crazy.and trying to get started again.1 Recommendation5 Comments
