Thursday September 3, 2015
Well its not gout; no better yet its rheumatoid arthritis, what a deal. I suppose I should be happy its not gout, but this crap is more painful than I could have imagined. It hits any damn joint it wants to and the medication recommended is like signing up for poisoning yourself. Trying to keep meds to anti inflammatories, but the worse it gets the mor I am considering the reall...
After going to AA tonight and talking away with my AA friends, and after talking to Mark's buddy Otis and after finally telling both my brothers that Mark and I are breaking up, I FEEL LIKE A HEAVY BURDEN HAS BEEN LIFTED! Had long talks especially with my brothers who are very supportive in my decision to leave Mark. I had misgivings and was scared to tell them as well as my mom because I painted...