Gay & Lesbian Teens Support Group

that is so kol i am a poetry girl myself but it is kool. A couple years ago a guy a thought i liked (turned out i liked his girl not him lmao) used me and made out with me for four hours on my neighbors front porch then he turns around denies it and gets with my supposed bf. oh well i didn't like him anyway but to a 14 yr old it was a tradgedy.

ISo i was talking to this girl (lets call her X) and i thought she was cool and shit and we had like the same best friend (She's M) who i talked too every night fer hours I REALLY liked M and I wanted to make her jealous so i said i liked X. the next day im chillin with my friend and M calls me up and says she almost fucked her boyfriend. I couldn't breathe and i hung up on her. so i went home called her back and started SCREAMING at her like no tomorrow and throwing stuff and punching walls. she kept asking me why i was so upset and i kept telling her that her bfs an ass and blah blah blah. then i kept asking her why she would even consider hoooking up with him and she said she was mad at me then i kept asking her why she was mad at me and she replied like i did saying idk idk idk. Meanwhile im screaming still, throwing a fit. i IM X to ask her out to try to, in my own mind, get back at M. Literally 2 seconds after i sent X the message, M asks me calmly, why are you upset at me and i said because i like you. she said in the most gentile calm sincere voice in the world i swear ill never ferget it, i like you too...a lot.
two seconds later X messages me back of course ill go out with you. of course im not gunna take back me asking her out so i HAD to go out with her and i dont cheat so i told M what i did and she got SOOOO pissed we didnt talk fer like a week.....the longest fucking week of my life. the day we started talking again we were talking like we usually talked, always with hint of flirting. then as a joke i suggested we should double date and she said yeah which sucked cuz i was joking but im like w.e. we were gunna chill at M's house cuz her rents werent home. So it was me, X, M, and M's boyfriend and M started making out like violently with her boyfriend like it was really gross and i saw it almost cried and started making out with X. I opened my eyes and M was looking at me. We stared at eachother fer the next hour wishing we were the ones making out. We never went out tho sadly.

Most of my loves end because they just change into people that I didn't fall in love. I seem to all for really broken girls. The kind that need help and just someone to be there. I like playing the hero and the protector in a relationship. But when they turn into rude, mean people that just treat me like they don't want me there...I leave. I've had it happen plenty of times. And they all comes crawling back but I don't give many second chances!