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i met this stud. the moment she came in to my presence , i adored her. she made me laugh and happy. you know the good old butterflies in the stomach. We started dating. She was good with my family. She connected with everyone and it felt real. i couldn't have happier because family is important to me . her smile was sincere and her heart was kind. she drank alot but i helped her cope with her depression, walking, and made sure she ate. i was completely infatuated with even at her worst. but there was one big problem. her ex was harassing me . she basically told me that my girl was cheating on me and playing me out with her. i didn't accuse my girl but i did ask. she said that it was a lie and just an excuse for us to fight and break up. i believed her and stood by her side. my girl told me that i was a good girlfriend , kind and caring. her ex was verbally abusive and use to beat the crap out her. i have a heart and a caring one at that and i was determined to fix her shattered beating heart. until one day my girl was with me and my family,my brother's girl called her ex to come over to chill since they were best friends. but i didn't not understand why because her ex had been threatening me and all of the above. Her ex was so rambunctious vindictive and absolutely horrid but for my girl's sake, she became friendly. we ended up laughing and speaking kindly. BUT she had a hidden agenda. In front of my face, i seen them talk close, laugh in each other ear and touch one another in my face but secretly.My girls sweet talk turned into cold words. i have a good eye. i decide to go home. even though my girlfriend said she was going to walk me home she ended up just walking me to the corner to take the bus. she saw the bus at the red light and gave a petty kiss to my lips and i felt like i was invisible. i sat on the bus, i felt lonely and weak. i went to visit my brother and he was very angry on how she treated me. he spoke to her even though that was unnecessary, i'm used to getting cheated on by studs. i never cheated and i never lied so why me. her ex called my cell phone and told me that they got back together once i left. i felt selfless and i felt so low. tears rolled down my face like a dripping faucet. i cried myself to sleep but my cell phone rang. it was a pic message of my ex and her current, doing inappropriate stuff and it was so silly. yes i'm young but i know how to handle stuff without being childish. it hurt me. i refuse to get heart broken once again but i cant help to catch feelings for people who dont give a damn about me or my feeling. help! are all studs like this =[.
Posted on 07/02/12, 07:27 pm