Compulsive gambling is an urge or addiction to gamble despite harmful negative consequences or a desire to stop. A preferred term among many professionals is problem gambling, as f...
Today I have been GF 100 days!!!!! The days have been adding up and I almost forgot that I had hit the 100 mark. A very good feeling not to be focussing ALL the time on gambling. That is not to say I am not working on recovery every single day. I am and it takes it out of me for sure - exhausting but worth more than a work out! Today was a GOOD day. I almost feel guilty at the moment having this ti...
The distance to our last bet may get longer and longer, but the distance to our next bet always remains the same - we are one bet away from disaster. I read this this morning while working on my steps and also reading over some recent posts, never a truer words said for me the compulsive gambler - As such I cannot ever gambler normally again. I am also reminded that knowledge itself NEVER ag...
I am a little excited - actually I am jumping out of my skin. My Paris apartment keys came yaaaaaaaah!!!!! oh my goodness - little heart is reeling ---- whoppppppppeeeee!
It seems my head is full of them these days - clear thoughts not jumbled but organised and easy to read - I like this. Firstly I am going to talk about something that has been on my mind - anxiety. I never thought of myself as an anxious person. I thought I was quite easy going and really didn't worry too much about things - I realised that through addiction I became a very worried person - m...
I just wanted to wish everyone here in the USA a happy fourth of July. We don't celebrate the 4th here down under. Our big day is Australia day. I hope with whatever you do you are surrounded by those you love and the peace with knowing you are living your best life. Enjoy the moments. Me - for today I have already been on full tilt since I woke up. Cycle class this morning - signed my so...
May the peace of God and the freshness of the Holy Spirit rest in your thoughts, rule in your dreams tonight and conquer all your fears. May God manifest himself today in ways that you have never experienced? May your joys be fulfilled, your dreams be closer and your prayers be answered. I pray that faith enters a new height for you; I pray that your territory is enlarged and that you step into yo...
I love my journey - yes it is full of twists and turns - sometimes highs and sometimes lows but I am thankful that today because I am not lost in addiction I feel everything. There was a time when I didn't - if it started to get through to heart issues I would lose myself for an hour or two - generally the whole day self medicating in front of a mechanical device that was full of empty promise...
Every day we have many decisions to make.
Simple things like -
What to wear?
What to eat for breakfast?
What to feed our families or ourselves?
What to do in this particular day?
What work needs doing right now?
Shall I call a friend?
What does this day hold?
How do I deal with her/him?
We make decisions every second and those decisions have an impact on ourselves and on others.
Today I am...