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Compulsive gambling is an urge or addiction to gamble despite harmful negative consequences or a desire to stop. A preferred term among many professionals is problem gambling, as f...
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Tuesday December 1, 2009
Venting Stories
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A perfect life - interesting thoughts. I have to say that right now my life seems smooth, there aren't the same bumps and lumps there once were. I am not in a constant haze and I am not juggling all the thoughts and emotions. I am not desperately seeking attention. I am not so needy.
Because I am not those things NOW I have energy to give. It has to be my response right now. My energy for now...
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I have a sinking feeling in the pit of my stomach today. I haven't felt it for a while. It comes from worry.
I am worrying - it's something I used to do a great deal and lately have tried not to. I have tried to deal with situations as I can - this one I am worried about.
It comes from a Mother's heart. My children are my absolute joy - but also my worry.
I have a 2 so...1 Recommendation12 Comments -
Ok, not doing very well with keeping things positive today, it will be back but tonight I am venting and I apologize for that. Well my uncle has been back in the hospital for about a week & took a turn for the worse. It is literally just a matter of time he has a saliva problem that means he will have reoccurring pneumonia for ever that cannot be fixed. One side of his diaph...1 Recommendation9 Comments
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If you don't what to hear any whining PLEASE DON"T READ!!!!! The only positive that I have is that I remain gamble free at this time!! My depression is kicking my butt!!! I try not to ruminate but sometimes...... Maybe this is why Gambling became such a high in my life!!! I don't remember what fun is!!! I try to figure out why I was pla...2 Recommendations15 Comments
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Hi friends. Lovely to say that - write it and I know those who read this are.
It's been an interesting start to my week.
I have had some disappointment and some lovely times too. Today I will start with the disappointment as I need to write this down to get it clear in my head.
I went away to NZ recently - while I was there I was able to reconnect with so many of my "oldest" an...1 Recommendation10 Comments -
I should start with some positive and that is that I'm still here, the note has been thrown away and I did not destroy my family. I have to honestly admit I am still afraid to go on but for my family, I will fight. I still believe that God gave me my third child 10 yrs from the other 2 to keep me on this earth. Sometime I curse him for that and I'm so sorry that sounds so sick!!! I&#...1 Recommendation8 Comments
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IVE HAD A TERRIBLE LAST WEEK.MY DAUHGTER WHO GOT THE SACK FROM A JOB THAT SHE LOVED A LITTLE WHILE BACK BECAUSE SHE WAS ARRESTED FOR A OLD WARRANT THAT SHE DIDNT KNOW SHE HAD. SHE WAS A DENTAL TECH.I BEEN WAITING FOR EVERYTHING TO FALL APART FOR HER AND WHEN IT DOES IT ME SHE RINGS AND ABUSES.SHE RUNG ME AT ONE IN THE MORNING 2 NIGHTS IN A ROW. THE NEXT NIGHT I TURNED OUR MY MOBIL OFFAND TOOK THE...1 Recommendation7 Comments
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IVE BEEN REALLY UNWELL FOR THE LAST FEW WEEKS.SINCE MY DAUGHTER WAS BORN IVE BEEN GETTING BLOOD IN MY URINE . NOBODY HAS FOUND OUT WHY.IVE HAD EVERY TEST POSSIBLE.MY DAUGHTER IS NOW 26 YEARS OLD.MY HUSBAND IS A ALCHOLIC AND IT IS SLOWLY BUT SURLEY KILLING HIM.HAVING US BOTH SICK UNDER THE SAME ROOF HAS BEEN A REAL TRAIL FOR ME.MY ONLY WAY OF COPING WITH ALL MY PROBLEMS THAT IVE HAD IN MY LIFE IS ...1 Recommendation7 Comments
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Did I come to You all, who offer the support and encouragement I need? NO NO NO!!! It's 3:30 in the a.m. and here I sit in the dark, with the light of the computer screen glaring into my brain. Silence,and I'm glued to losing and losing and tired and tired. It's like a trance and exhaustion and all I have is my mind just spinning out of control!!!! OUT OF...1 Recommendation8 Comments
