What is Gambling-Addiction
Compulsive gambling is an urge or addiction to gamble despite harmful negative consequences or a desire to stop. A preferred term among many professionals is problem gambling, as f...
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Friday November 27, 2009
Frustrating Stories
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I gambled today after not gambling for so long, I can't believe I did it, I know I can't take it back, but I made a huge mistake. There was no reason for it, I feel dirty and disgusted it for doing it, I am so stupid, I erased all my goals and set up new ones. I need to get my myself together, and get everything back in order again. I will wake up tomorrow and I will not look back. I will...
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I guess I would call it sad and frustrating instead of venting, now that I think about it - no, change that to just plain frustrating... It has only been a week and I relented yet again today. The positive is that I now have figured out why I do it, and I guess that can help me. Again, for the 100+ time, I acknowledge that I don't have control, which of course I already know....1 Recommendation11 Comments
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I have more of my list of 26 things to do finished. I finally faxed over my form to the State Tournament director, who rushed me to send it to him because he was leaving out of state (which is another stress that I didn't need.)
My principal came and observed me this morning. That didn't help at all.
I found out that two of my golfers don't have the required scores to go to the s...1 Recommendation8 Comments -
I'm trapped,
Inside of me is a beautiful, loving gorgeous woman who has never had a chance to be all she could be. She is trapped inside all of this fat, inside this poor-mentality, inside the negativity that has surrounded me all my life. And what do i do? I eat more, I smoke more, I gamble more. I sabotage myself over and over.
If only someone who say to me "I lov...1 Recommendation9 Comments -
Hello my dear friends.........It's Tuesday morning and I am going to try and write before heading off to bed. Been home from work for about an hour and trying to catch up with everyone.
I have been working so hard on being patient and keeping a positive attitude......right now it seems to be an hour to hour struggle. On one hand I am obviously grateful that I have been gambl...1 Recommendation7 Comments -
Ugh, I don’t really have an excuse for being away so long I just kind of got overwhelmed with life, drifted away and then felt awkward about coming back. Dumb excuse I know, thank you to all my friends that have been checking on me regardless of my absents. I sign in today and it really made it impossible to sign back out without posting something. I am doing ok still GF t...2 Recommendations9 Comments
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Ok I am trying this new therapy thing putting things down so they are not in my head then moving on with my day. I am pissed want to pack my bags and move to the north pole. A friend of mine, well after last night I will not call her a friend. Again think its best if I move on from this one too. Anywho, My husband and I were @ the hospital his grandmother is really ill. It has been for the last 2...1 Recommendation6 Comments
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16 days!! Waa Hoooo!!! I really want to make it!!! Yesterday was REALLY tough!! Had major issues with my daughter. So much on my plate and I'm wondering if I need to take custody of the Grandkids and put Halye out to sink or swim because we just can't live like this any longer!!!! Something terrible is going to happen and I would rather have my daughter hate me then have my gr...1 Recommendation10 Comments
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Hey All, Been missing you all terribly but have been to ashamed as usueal to show my face!!! Enjoyed the time with my family immensly and came home and fell apart!!!! Can't ajust to raising to grandchildren!!!! Can't adjust to normal everyday life!!!! I went an a gambling binge like no other!!! Had a win and started the same ol hideous cycle. I so apprec...1 Recommendation11 Comments
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Not much to say, just that I did it again. I am making no more promises to anyone including myself. All I can do is go 1 day at a time. Thanks for all the support in the past and I hope in the future. Sorry to let people down1 Recommendation7 Comments
