Friday January 30, 2015
Today marks day 5 of not gambling. I have noticed that each day removed from my compulsive gambling gives me a clearer head and better thinking, LOL, my best thinking got me here.
I woke up in a pretty good mood, got the kids up and then cooked breakfast, then watched tv with my man, then it was getting late so I was getting ready, showered, dried off, and then my ritual is put my lotion on and spray perfume. I put a spray on my wrist, inside of my elbows, on both side of my neck, my chest, my upper thighs, behind each knee, and my ankles. Alot, well I work with men ...
I would like to start off this journal by stating that I am now one full day of not gambling, and let me tell ya its tough, I really want to go back and get my losses back but I know that in the end it wont happen, so i better stay away from the casino. Another point that I wanted to make in today's journal entry is that a lot of people have been asking me about my journey to sobriety and w...