Friday September 4, 2015
I still miss it sometimes.
Sometimes I just don't know what to do with myself besides work. When I am stressed and want to get away from work, I like to read, shop, exercise, dine out, or see movies...
I thought after 55 days I could walk away from the slots.
I convinced myself that I could. But I was wrong. I drove 40 minutes out of the way to gamble at a casino that was not part of the self ban. I am right back where I was. Its a good reminder until I learn my lesson. I am helpless when it comes to this addiction. Lost most of my check. oh my...Day 1 starting ove...