Thursday October 8, 2015
I’m mad at myself. I’m annoyed, frustrated, angry, upset at what’s going on in my life, in the past week. So what’s it all about?
I’m annoyed at not being able to work through what I need to work through. I’m annoyed at the system not caring enough, even if they cannot help. I’m annoyed at not having any support growing up. I’m annoyed at having...
AdvertisementI was woken up at 3:10 AM , in a good way i never expected , even tho i failed the night before because of pain, can i take this spontaneous moment and turn into a positive way? i think i can if she would do more things just to show how sorry she is and show her words are meai feltning full i think i can move on with out seeking counseling,i was embraced with her touch this am, and it felt so goo...
Just back from a jog -- 10 minutes and then I walked for five -- and jogged another 10.
That's not bad for me!
Hope everyone on daily strength is having a wonderful day. Weather couldn't be better in Va: Clear and 51! Can't beat it.
Happy new year all!This Am was off to a good start , execpt the part where it involves BABYSITTING!!
i wish my wife would see past the " feel sorry for me" routine there are sitters out there ect: i dont mind helping my kids, only if i see them make a stand on their own
not cry to me you have no $$$ for sitter but your out there at diner Pubs endulging good food ect: or out wasting gas chasing you...
If i am not writing on my journal? you know i am feeling better !! and i have since counseling ! i hope everyone that read's this feel's the same ...Barr :)I want to say I had a good day!
Played with my grand niece who's 5 and her "sister" BFF. They stayed at my folks house and I helped tend to them while my nephew and his wife took in the sites.
That was just what I needed to distract me. These kids play all the time and make little messes. I just cleaned up after them all weekend long.
And it was a blast!!!!I have not posted here for reasoning of i have been experimenting ...this so called marriage
i took a few friends advice , and to see if she has checked out , and i am sadly to say i believe she has ...when the 4th of July weekend rolled around , 3 day's off she had.. i felt i shouldn't make the effort to be intimate , in any shape or form ...i felt she knows she hurt me < as she a...
Was driving back after Christmas and pulled into a Flying J on the way home when the gas light came on.
You may not know this, but Flying J always has the cheapest gas in my state. It is also a truck stop I noticed, complete with showers adjacent to the bathrooms, but I digress.
They had a bin of CDs near the register and I couldn't help myself. I had an hour left to go and I was bored and needed...
Life is getting better! Just managed to get through changing cars - previous was lease which ran out. Had a relative making the payments for me, but he quit. Now I have an older car, but it is totally mine, with no payments required.
Also had to replace my fridge. But managed to scrape up enough for that.
AND - for the past 7 days the pain of my torn ankle tendon ha...
Day 3 - My car and here's why: It runs.
One of my favorite songs by Neil Young could really be a tribute to my 2006 Hyundai.
Here are the lyrics:
"Long May You Run"
We've been through
some things together
With trunks of memories
still to come
We found things to do
in stormy weather
Long may you run.
This sums it up.
Day 4 - My job and here's why. It pays my bills and even funds (somew...