What is Food-Addiction
Compulsive overeating is characterised by an addiction to food. An individual suffering from compulsive overeating disorder engages in frequent episodes of uncontrolled eating, or ...
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Monday November 23, 2009
Painful Stories
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Dearest Friends ~ Today is the first day I return to work and the truth be known; I’m probably not ready to go back. It’s 3:09 am and I’m hurting enough to wake me from my sleep for the second time tonight. The second drain we were planning to remove has to now stay in because the drainage has increased again. My lifting weight restriction is 5 lbs. Am ta...
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Do you know what it's like to watch you kill yourself night after night,and not be able to do a thing about it? You stumble around with exhaustion from 11 hrs a day in the scortching heat and come home and mix it with 2-4 Scotches a night, stumbeling to bed when y...2 Recommendations13 Comments
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Mentally, I'm still feeling alright. Physically though, my gut's a mess from overindulging yesterday.
My husband took me, my daughter & my parents out in celebration of my birthday to the Chinese buffet I had requested. I ALWAYS overdo it there, and since I wasn't able to purge it all immediately afterwards, I am suffering the consequences today. TRYING not...1 Recommendation10 Comments -
It's getting colder
Each and everyday
The nights get longer
I slowly fade
Find me some beauty
In this empty place
Before you know it
I'll be gone without a trace
Give me a reason to
Wake up and face the light
I've been searching for
A way out of this life
How will I make it through,
This long and bitter night?
(With no hope that I'll find a sign)
(No hope that I'll find a sign)
When things li...3 Recommendations4 Comments -
My Heinze is dying. He has been having little strokes or seizures.
The vet says it is sometimes hard to tell the difference - they have been coming more often and Thursday night was the worst one. He's having trouble walking and he is not eating at all today - he won't even eat liverwurst or bacon.
I am praynig so hard but hes not going to get better - he's almost 14 ...1 Recommendation19 Comments -
Is that my shadow on the wall?
Or is that really me at all.
I struggle so to see the truth---
In bygone days and loss of youth.
I write with ink upon the page,
And see such sadness and such rage.
I don't know what to tackle here---
To stand up tall
Or disappear.
Is that me, still insecure,
Wondering what I can endure?
Is there hope for what is yet to be?
Will I ever be content with me.
I' m not a numb...5 Recommendations11 Comments -
I have not been able to write much in my journal lately. My feelings are all over the place and I have been having pain to boot (pain triggers depression, ocd, anger, and anxiety for me). Lately my thoughts have been turning to death and I am trying hard to focus my mind on positive things because I know that usually works for me. But lately it has been harder to do.
The OCD is stirring up s...1 Recommendation6 Comments -
I want to scream so bad right now, my throat feels like it's bleeding even though I haven't said a word. My 50yr old cousin is over, my dad's here. My dad bought drugs. My cousin let him. WTF?!?! You're family!!! Don't let him buy drugs, how the fuck can you let that happen? Then they're talking and my cousin says "The one thi...1 Recommendation8 Comments
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Yesterday I got triggered when I saw several folks being suicidal online at ds when I came back for the first time in days.... it is not their fault I got triggered. Only I have the power to choose to let myself feel triggered. Two members here thinking of suicide I feel close to... and I am worried sick for both of them I was relieved today to get a pm from one of them that said he/s...2 Recommendations6 Comments
