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just came to me when i was running... ***~~~...if you cannot find happiness, peace and deal with your present life now, then the sadness, hurtful things of your past, will never heal...~~~*** be strong now, feel love around you, find your strength and believe all other things will become easier to deal with. to start... this is how i feel bout myself most of the time sometimes im happy i think this is...
So... idk where to start... well ok so i was dating this guy for three months.. at first i was scared to open up and let him in... cause lets face it i have issues and am broken and have never let anyone totally in except maybe one or two friends... well finally he confinces me that he is for sure gay and that he would never try to break my heart and the he is there to catch me when i fall... wel...
My grandma is in the hospital again... she'd been released the other day (she was in because of water retention causing a problem with her breathing). She is in now for pneumonia. She is 82 years old and has Parkinson's, and my grandma and I have always been very close. Living only 45 minutes away seems an eternity when your grandma is in the hospital. Please pray if you think about it...
Do you know what it's like to watch you kill yourself night after night,and not be able to do a thing about it? You stumble around with exhaustion from 11 hrs a day in the scortching heat and come home and mix it with 2-4 Scotches a night, stumbeling to bed when y...
I can't even talk to any of my friends on here. I feel so pathetic at the minute. My life has fallen apart and I just feel it is the end at the minute. I don't know where or how to start pcking myself up again or how to even begin. I'm not a nice person really, I am a total fuck up. I need help but I don't know how to even begin picking up the pieces of my ...
Good Friday Everyone! Have a Happy Easter too! Well my plan was to get up early and get on that treadmill and all I could think about how boring since no tv or anything downstairs in the cold concrete basement. OK-you thought I did it, well nope! Slept in, actually needed it since almost having a close breakdown yesterday. Was in tears right before hubby left for work. Ya k...
Today is going to be the most beautiful day of the yr. here in indiana.For some reason My father is on my mind.I don't usually talk about what happened that day.It is very painful,but I'm thinking that maybe if i get it here in my journal, it could bring some healing and understanding.This may be a bit long .I tend to ramble when i talk about it so i'll probably ramble when i wr...
Our parents have had the fortune to see their children grow into adults, marry their loved ones and watched the family grow with each grandchild and now great-grandchild that came along. And Ed and I have had the pleasure of seeing our parents live a full and happy life into their old age. But with both sets of parents being in their late 80's now, life just gets that little bit harder. I'...
I'm so angry, my tenants have skipped out on me. They owe two months rent and just kept lying about starting to pay it back and kept saying they would come in and see me about it but they never did. I trusted this couple and now I am wondering how I am going to make the mortgage payment this month. They just walk away without a second thought and leave me to deal with this.&...