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Saturday November 28, 2009
Tragic Stories
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Today is going to be the most beautiful day of the yr. here in indiana.For some reason My father is on my mind.I don't usually talk about what happened that day.It is very painful,but I'm thinking that maybe if i get it here in my journal, it could bring some healing and understanding.This may be a bit long .I tend to ramble when i talk about it so i'll probably ramble when i wr...
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Grandma died last night...1 Recommendation9 Comments
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Just a little while ago, I found out that a really close friend of mine died in her sleep from an overdosed of pills!!! Her name is Tara and she was 39!! Such a tragic and senseless loss. Her and I had alot of great times, great laughs together. We fought over men and then laughed about it afterwards. She was a bright star that has been extinguished too soon. Rest in peace my dearest friend. I ho...1 Recommendation7 Comments
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I dread everything now. I dread waking up in the morning because it's another day of misery. I dread going downstairs because it means having to face my family. I dread breakfast because I know of the lies I'm going to have to come up with. I dread lunch and dinner for the same reason. I dread dance now, because it means having to face the mirrors, and see Sydney. I dread seeing people be...1 Recommendation5 Comments
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My female border collie/lab mix has been very ill for the past three days. I took her to the vet yesterday and returned with her this morning to review the lab results with the vet. It turns out that she had extensive cancer in her abdomen. It was very widespread. The vet said that she could operate, but that the prognosis was very grim and that she gave her less tha...1 Recommendation6 Comments
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Today i watched a show on brainwashing, that was totally my mom!
She was not a good mom. Granted she, had a hard life herself, full of abuse, control, and fear. I think that's why i have contact with her at all. We'll never be close, to much damage, to much history, but there is a small part of me that will always seek her approval!
When i was three, it seemed she could do no wrong. Then as...2 Recommendations4 Comments -
Exfiance is headed back to Ontario today and spent last night sleeping on my couch. (why, I don't know. probably just to annoy me)
Generally when he is around my place I just ignore him. His parents are my roomates for another 5 weeks so I just let things be. In 5 weeks he is no longer welcome on my street!
I was sleeping and the door to my bedroom has to be kept open and ajar while I sle...1 Recommendation6 Comments -
I just found out that one of my old BEST friends up in the bay area, where I used to live, was hit by a hit-and-run driver, while she was cycling on Sunday. I'm freaking out! I called Kevin to tell him that we need to go and visit her in the hospital ASAP, and his response was: "She never was my friend, and I can't because work needs me." OMG, it's not like...1 Recommendation6 Comments
