Friday January 30, 2015
I got rid of an anchor in my life and I am moving down the waters freely now. I broke up with my controlling boyfriend last week and never would I thought that I'd be ever so content. I have been flaring up less this passed weekend. My new place is great. My roommates are friendly, fun, laid back and just plain awesome. We had fun going out on the town saturday night. This is the life that I miss...
AdvertisementI recently discovered the teachings of Louise L. Hay and have decided to apply them to my life. I have always wanted happiness....but did I really want it? Yes but Was I willing to work at it? No.
I've decided it is time. Time to accept myself and show myself love. What do I have to lose?
(would like to move my slider progress bars, but can't. If I could I'd move both to 55%) :)If i am not writing on my journal? you know i am feeling better !! and i have since counseling ! i hope everyone that read's this feel's the same ...Barr :)I want to say I had a good day!
Played with my grand niece who's 5 and her "sister" BFF. They stayed at my folks house and I helped tend to them while my nephew and his wife took in the sites.
That was just what I needed to distract me. These kids play all the time and make little messes. I just cleaned up after them all weekend long.
And it was a blast!!!!yippee !
As most of you already know, I gave up sweets for Lent. The dirty half-dozen--cookies, cake, pie, candy, donuts, and ice cream. Now that Lent is over, I must be careful not to start to indulge in sweets too frequently. Will aim for one normal portion once a week.
Thanks for your support. Love to All.
xo JudyOur 3rd Dday anniversary (Discovery day that my husband found out about my affair) and our 32nd wedding anniversary are only 4 days apart. Sunday was our Dday anniversary and Thursday is my wedding anniversary. We spent this last weekend at a bed and breakfast in honor of both. It was a wonderful weekend. There is nothing like spending all that quality time focused on each...
I have not posted here for reasoning of i have been experimenting ...this so called marriage
i took a few friends advice , and to see if she has checked out , and i am sadly to say i believe she has ...when the 4th of July weekend rolled around , 3 day's off she had.. i felt i shouldn't make the effort to be intimate , in any shape or form ...i felt she knows she hurt me < as she a...
My Gran has been in a huffy mood because of the 100th Anniversary of WW1 and my Brother is moody when trying to sleep. Then my email stopped working when on Ubuntu. (I'm now on Mac o/s X and it works okay)
Now I am having the old insane thoughts returning. Now I need to practice breathing exercises.It is plain that a life which includes deep resentment leads only to futility and unhappiness. To the precise extent that we permit these, do we squander the hours that might have been worthwhile. But with the alcoholic, whose hope is the maintenance and growth of a spiritual experience, this business of harboring resentment is infinitely grave. For then we shut ourselves off from the sunlight of...
Was driving back after Christmas and pulled into a Flying J on the way home when the gas light came on.
You may not know this, but Flying J always has the cheapest gas in my state. It is also a truck stop I noticed, complete with showers adjacent to the bathrooms, but I digress.
They had a bin of CDs near the register and I couldn't help myself. I had an hour left to go and I was bored and needed...