Friday April 18, 2014
This is madness, said the Persian to the Spartan.
The Specials said the same thing 34 Years ago.
Today, I was a right lazy so-and-so.
My Gran has 'Lock, Stock and Two smoking Barrels' on TV.
She'll watch anything.
She wanted to have RTE One on, but found the Playboy Channel.
Thank God I hadn't subscribed to it.
Didn't wake up until 12:40.
Had to take my Brother to Dungannon Tech.
Then to Cookstow...
AdvertisementOK... Thanksgiving is over and now I feel like it is the Christmas Season. It just don't feel right to hear Christmas songs around Halloween time...
Anyway, a video I made of a poem I wrote about the season... hope you like it...
http://youtu.be/w6uBiqPz1v0Father forgive me, for I know not what to write!
All my anger can't be expressed!
My issues are all coming home to roost for me!
But my inhibitions lave me repressed!
Thank Crunchie it's Friday!
But it just isn't my day!
I have gone insane over an 8 digit code!
What the hell's wrong with me?
I have lost my umph!
My Lulu publication just didn't sell!
I feel depressed and melancholic this Christmas...
I think part of me knew the second I saw him this would happen. it's not really anything he said or anything he did. it was the feeling that came along with him. and the crazy thing is, I don't know if I'm ever gonna feel that way again. but I don't know if I should. I knew his world moved too fast, and burned too bright. but I guess I just thought 'how can the devil be bringing you towards someo...
she's got a smile that it seems to me, reminds me of childhood memories, where everything was as fresh as a bright blue sky. now and then when I see her face, she takes me away to that special place, and if I stare too long I'll probably break down and cry.
sweet child of mine, sweet love of mine.
she's got eyes of the bluest skies and if they fall with rain, id hate to look into those eyes and s...
Its a dull ache... every day in my chest.
It never goes away.
There is not a day that goes by where a tear doesn't slide down my cheek.
Wiping it quickly away and telling myself to toughen up. Stay strong.
But Im lonely... in a world full of people.
I force myself to smile, to be around people, to reach out to friends.
But my attempts turn to failures, when did people stop caring?