Wednesday December 11, 2013
so last night I was feeling pretty sad anyways, things haven't been going too great lately. then out of the blue my ex girlfriend called me up who I haven't spoken to for a good five months now over the phone. we were trying to be friends by texting each other but it's been hard because her new beau (who was her first ex too) doesn't like me very much and won't let her talk to me. I told her it w...
I'm finnaly not sick and I feel great! but I haven't kept up with the house chores and not everything is a mess .. guess i have work todo
Here it goes. After 7 seven year he put his hands on me again. What really sad is that I'm no longer afraid. I have to walk away. But I have to be careful and I thought tbose days were over. There are no longer reasons to stay excuses for him or desire on my part to try anymore. I hope I live through the next 30 days cause thats what I'll need to save money to move. Any ideas?
My husband decided on his own that we were going to go and bbq at a friend's house for July 4th tomorrow. In attendance will be a couple we just had a rough time with that he has expressed frustration with, as well as I have to him, who have really made things difficult for us. He didn't talk to me before he made these plans because "he figured that if I wanted to do something specific I would ha...
I have to stop looking back on these incoming outcoming calls it really sickens me
to see the random calls she made to him per day and him calling her ,and her a i fucking sit even to this day, i wait for a call for her to just say " i love you"
i ache for it, she has no clue how i feel or even how bad it hurts, smitten with another man..she spend 16,11,10,8,6,5,4,1 minuts with him on the p...
I try to explain to her i am trying to believe in her, but her words and sentence's just make it harder seems nothing add's up , why would a married woman sit in a parking lot surrounded by co-workers talking to a estranged man she only works with,about her home life?
i am really having a hard time grasping at this, she fails to give me insight , for petes sake he calls her cutie WTF? whats he ca...
1 word for today N U M B !It seems the Wife never wants to reconize what this has done to me, the little she tells me and repeats her story just does'nt add up
I got to explain to her word for word how this has broken me really
bad, every time we try to talk about it we get some type of interruption
or she has nothing to say about it, why do i feel inside there is more to
this so called work relationship then ...
I guess i will never get it , even tho its been an emotional roller coaster ride , that gut feeling when your going down hill steeply , but here i guess we can rise are arms up and submit on giving up, yesturday afternoon i get a call saying " they gave me something to do later on, so i'll be home late "
i swollow'd hard and took a deep breath over the phone and just O'K..usually i ge...
I am trying to put things back into prospective, but this time it seem's harder, I'm having hard time believing 2 adults who were literlly smitten 1 doing all the sexual talk and the other sucking it up, and calling for more attention 3-4 times a day, funny tho i did question hows come i get called 2 x's a day? only when your on your way home ? because i am busy driving the bus ok , but set in mi...