Tuesday September 2, 2014
so last night I was feeling pretty sad anyways, things haven't been going too great lately. then out of the blue my ex girlfriend called me up who I haven't spoken to for a good five months now over the phone. we were trying to be friends by texting each other but it's been hard because her new beau (who was her first ex too) doesn't like me very much and won't let her talk to me. I told her it w...
My husband decided on his own that we were going to go and bbq at a friend's house for July 4th tomorrow. In attendance will be a couple we just had a rough time with that he has expressed frustration with, as well as I have to him, who have really made things difficult for us. He didn't talk to me before he made these plans because "he figured that if I wanted to do something specific I would ha...
1 word for today N U M B !I am so tired right now. My nerves are very bad...I feel as though an issue keeps getting thrown up in my face repeatedly and its not fair. Im just worn down right now.When does she see this? humiliated and betrayed ...when does it sink in and she gets it ?
when the guilt pass's over for what 1 had done words she had said to him? why sit and talk with someone and tell 1 story? my distence from her was because of her not i ,
she made OUR marriage the way it was i didn't i went for the ride she don't get she pushed me away at all over the years ...
It hurts knowing that the asshole she was having an affair with is at work right now at this moment as i am typing she called to see what i was doing but failed to say who all showed up for volunteer work until i asked !! i am so livit and my mind is racing
when i spoke with her she gave me nothing positive to hold on to , un fucking real my mind just wont stop
she creates this shit i'm tir...
I would like to start with a link to a song about how I have been feeling the last couple of days:
I am a huge lover of music, and could probably post a song explaining how I'm feeling every day. Sometimes it is easier to tell people how I feel with a song than with a whole long journal entry like this one.
Just thinking and contemplating about writing ...
So she keeps her log book< hrs ect: next to her she purchased a new one ... she was going to take the paper work outta of it the following day
However it sits on the speaker next to the door, she went to bed , i went out for a smoke , i bumped the speaker ..and the book fell on the floor, i picked it up with the lose folded papers in side she kept, so i put all back and here...
We had lost an comical Icon Robin Williams r.i.p was pushed over the edge
bye his unfailthful wife Susan , this man was soft spoken, a warm hearted person and a caring/ loving family man
But as i recall a few years ago on a program how his wife wanted more
couldn't get enough out of a man that was loved bye one
its un real what the power of love can do and direct to ...
So when you discover things and you question it , and your lied too < again straight faced> it just makes one wonder or sucipious
If there was no guilt she would had went out and checked on it, but all i got was i dunno i dont check the car when i leave the parking lot
drivers side of the car front door and rear door was leaned against like 2 people standing there talking ...