Sunday March 9, 2014
We live in a crappy old trailer thats too small. My parents dont even have their own bedroom. We dont have a car so we have to walk into town to get our groceries and its so hot outside. I pretty much am inside the house all the time. I dont really have alot of friends and the friends i do have i only get to see them for about an hour on thursdays. (i go to this place for pple with autism.) I don...
AdvertisementAck! I think I got a cold from my husband! I can't seem todo much of anything at the moment right now and its absolutely frustrating. well I'm writing a journal entry so I guess that counts as doing something, I feel soo helpless and that irratates me!
Thursday, September 5, 2013 |
by: orbiefang...This was my situation regarding housing and flats from hell as well as landlords to fit it. I do wish there was a non councile run place or places who can help me even by giving me a place of some fsort to live in in The lothians. Please read on
I dont wnat this to get into the hand or ears of the langlordor even the one im qurrying on here as I dont want any more grief than what Im g...
I have slept on this , thought about this , dreamed of this , how can a woman not show the love and effection to a man whom is warm,caring and loving and at one time forgiving? i feel like i am doing this alone , i do not get touch in a sense a woman should touch her husband i feel like i have a roommate , i lived that life before as well shared an Apt with a female decades ago only thing with th...
I asked questions again last night , 1 was are you willing to take a Polygraph test. her reply was " Hell yes!" then she said who's going to pay for it.. ok
question 2 do you still talk to him... her cell phone rang < daughter> ..they talked for 20 mins .. i waited waited, she hung up i sat there waiting for a answer... hmmmm i got nothing she went back to playing Candy crush ....
Seems we are drifting back to where we once was months ago
the feeling of being rejected at this time is not a good thing, Seems she doesn't get the fact that she is loved bye someone , and that someone is me
She seems to forget is how to heel my pain, their ways to do so, how i am suppose to
let go and move on when i hear i love you but i can not feel thsoe i loves you, to tal...
Two have moved on - Baxter and Reba. Both have passed. Both were boxer dogs, rescued recently. They both wore signs of neglect and abuse. It is so tragic. I am deeply horrified by what happened these two dogs. All they had to get was love from their owners, food, and their bed and some friendship.
It really saddens me when a dog will show us love so unconditionally and be treated with such disres...
No one here just knows what goes on in my mind , seems they all think of themself's
I just wanna pack some clothes up and leave when i get like this, i feel my wife sides with " her" daughter over me
this Babysitting is out of control, the second i bitch about me being tide into the house , no one hears me ..
this is bullshit..whats it going to take? , just because they feel i am home i hav...
After returning home from a health scare ..with a blood clot in the heart
seems that the wife never gets her reality check ... however seems after last weeks counseling nothing has changed ... you would think this woman would coome out and really show the Love she has for a husband after literaly dieing and being revived
and knowingly how i pour'd this broken hear tout to her.....
We had counseling last night, it didnt go to according to my plan, all we did was talk about the adult kids ect:
so here we are back to 2 weeks ago nothing said about us , nothing gained
i am so tired of the lack of intimacy at night ...she goes to bed and out like a light, i could see if she worked 8-10 hrs straight, but she don't ..i have noticed as well she has been leaving t...