Fibromyalgia (FM or FMS or Fibro) is a debilitating chronic syndrome (constellation of signs and symptoms) characterized by diffuse or specific muscle, joint, or bone pain, fatigue...
I am hurting.. Not physically..... but emotionally and my heart is breaking.. I am writing to you all with a very heavy heart and soul today. I am asking for prayers for one of my very good friends and her husband this morning. My friend Kim, in Florida whom I have known for the last 15 years, and her husband Charlie,and their 2 children , Brooklyn, 6, Dylan, 10 and nephew Jonathon, 10 wer...
I just had my 40th Birthday and guess who remembered? Guess? My hubby is the only one that remembered (Well LoveCats remembered here online...one of the reasons I love him, other than his name! ) . So, I am living with my brother and his wife, which is not working out, so they will be moving and I even talked to my mother on my birthday and she never mentioned a thing...I mean i...
I had a nightmare about this and thought I would share. I dont really bring up my past much as I know alot of peeps here have been through worse. My step father was a very cruel and mean man, but he never did anything sexually to us.. Thank God.. Just physical, mental and very much emotionally. My mother only stopped him once. When he was going to throw a lamp at me when I called the police on hi...
I got the call that our 4th IVF cycle was a failure. I am absolutely crushed right now. I can't figure out why they keep putting back good embryos and they never implant. I am heart broken and scared of what all of this means. My fear is making me angry. THIS IS JUST NOT FAIR!!! I deserve to be a Mommy. I deserve to feel a child growing inside me, to raise them and teach them all I can. ...
We did everything right that we could think of. DF worked so hard to get his counts up, I stopped most of my meds as hard as it was, I went on bed rest for five days, we talked to the embryos all the time, we prayed and prayed. I don't know what else we could of done different. This is just so unfair. I am so hurt and angry right now. We are not giving up though. I have more fight in me...
I can't fucking take much more! I am so tired of asking God for strength to get through things. I always get it but it is not what I want the most. I want a child! I want a family! I have not gotten that yet I always get the strength to get through all the painful shit in my life. I have survived enough. Battled through enough. Hurt enough. My BF called me Saturday. We talked for over a half ...
Hi, I am so I don't know how to put it in words. I don't know what to expect or what to do about this fibro and lupus diagnose. I feel so bad because my boys are finally at the age where I can really do things with them and half the time I don't feel good. I don't know I guess I just need to learn to live with this awful stuff. Thanks for reading.&nbs...
OK this is the third time in a few weeks that I have gotten sick to my stomach. I don't think it's the flu. I went out one night, ate mexican seafood and drank a wine that I have never heard of. I need to stop drinking, I know, but it was a fun night and I was really stressed. I hardly have fun anymore so I thought I deserved some fun. Now I have been sick for days. My doctor is...