What is Eating-Disorders
An eating disorder is a compulsion in which the main problem is a person eats in a way which disturbs their physical health. The eating may be too excessive (compulsive over-eating...
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Tuesday November 24, 2009
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Just a little update! mostly had a good day today! I gotta lap top :) mummy bought it 4 me!!!! It's been quite frustrating 2 set up but now its wrkn so its all good! David's been up here staying another night 2nite its been good weve just grown closer and discussed a few things that has now made us closer and cleared a few things up! i will probably bring it upp when im not getting distra...
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I have learned today that even though I have felt good about coming off the anti-depressants, that I'm not immune or in a perfect place to still not have overwhelming emotions. I guess that is what happened earlier this week. On the meds, my emotions were totally under control...and control feels good. Not in control...not so good. I know I need to be ab...1 Recommendation8 Comments
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Having a hard time relaxing for sleep. This computer is addictive for one thing and read two chapters. I didn't get home until around 7:00 p.m. I still watch "Young and the Restless" on DVR every night and "Dancing with the Stars" was on the tonight. DWTS not as good this year without Maks but pulling for hometown girl Kristy Yamaguc...1 Recommendation10 Comments
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I WOKE UP WITH A STIFF NECK THIS MORNING, MUST HAVE SLEPT WRONG AND ALSO THE COOL AIR WITH THE WINDOWS OPEN LAST NIGHT.
YESTERDAY I WALKED AFTER WORK, FOR DINNER, YES - I HAD ANOTHER SALAD. I COOKED CHICKEN ON THE GRILL SO CHOPPED UP ALONG WITH CUCUMBERS, TOMATOES, LETTUCE, AVOCADOS AND SALSA - YUMMY. NOT TIRED OF SALADS JUST YET.
THIS MORNING I HAD 4 DONUT HOLES = 230 CAL SO THA...1 Recommendation8 Comments -
feeling pretty #!/|~ today really not well at all was meant to take my son swimming and just felt to ill.feel like let him down..i cant hinestly say whats wrong with me at the moment..just know i fell pretty #!/|~ right now..very low and feel tearful..maybe its just being unwell thats bought me down and being in pain with my leg i hurt does not help..
just feel numb today and feel on the other han...2 Recommendations34 Comments -
* Please be cautioned: I don't refer to number or stats, but most people won't find my words too helpful today *
The scale continues to sit there collecting dust.
I have no idea what I weigh, but at my last appt. my doctor "reassured" me that I'm still very underweight.
Other people confirm it, "You still look very, very thin."
Rationally, my brain knows ...2 Recommendations11 Comments -
I feel as though i should not speak,
I feel as though i need to be quiet,
I feel as though i should melt away
Disapear and fade away,
Who am I
I have no idea right now
the feelings
the memories the triggers,
All i do know is that I am me,
who that is I have no idea,
I am not sure is I am good or evil,
I ust know the past has made me who I am,
I am trying to do as I should for others,
But is that e...4 Recommendations28 Comments -
I've been trying to make positive journal entries here on DS, and not always focus on my eating disorder thoughts & woes... I save the dark & desperate, hopeless stuff for my own private journal that I keep by my bedside.
I want to be a positive inspiration to everyone! I want to show you guys that I'm trying to "recover" as much as is possible for me, so I...1 Recommendation11 Comments -
Before xmas - 51.8kg
After xmas - 50.9kg
That makes my bmi 16.9
I dont know what to think. I dont feel tired, run down etc, like I do whenever I lose weight. Even the person who weighs me commented on how well I look. Shes a gym instructor at my college. She nearly didnt let me go in the gym today but then said I could go in if I only did weights and no cardio. So I did.1 Recommendation7 Comments -
I hate, absolutely hate how sensitive I've been lately. Sorry to my friends on here, I probably should have reached out sooner. My heart hurts right now, and I now it's for a number of reasons but I don't know why I'm holding on to these things.
The loss of the baby is really truly tearing me up. I find that I can go a couple days without responding to my thoughts, and then one day...1 Recommendation8 Comments
